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Me? I met Bosnian Ambassador and I thing he is BIG. Met Kenny Sia, as he quite famous in blogging life. I went to an international event through blogging. But I wonder how do people actually react when they see someone who is quite famous and well-known during events?

Last few days, Razlan from a band called Kristal came to our college to become a judge for an idol competition held, and he was to perform also. So, everyone was so excited to see him and bought the RM2 tickets even though they’re asked to seat at the stairs. *pity* They even shouted their hearts out for him. OMG!

I was asked and forced to go. It’s a WAJIB for us SEM 1 students. So, I got the RM2 tickets and seated comfortably on the chair while the seniors seated on the stairs. Who cares of what your age. I don’t care as long as I was in a very comfortable condition.

The even was actually fun even though there were many mistakes made by the emcees and I could ensure you guys will laugh your ass off if I tell you what happened. Meeting Razlan for me was just a normal thing. Like what happened when I first met Kenny Sia. I took photo with him, and I think he is just as same as others, but the fact that he is a well-known blogger in Malaysia.

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I have a friend here, who left me just because of my status. Yeah, I said to them I’m engaged. Since the day I stressed out about my status, he keeps away from me, doesn’t want to talk or see me. Well, for m it’s a good thing. Before this, he always want to be next to me. He wants my attention that I think I couldn’t give it to him.

I never thought that he will react like this. I honestly feels guilty and regret by telling him about my status. However, I do feel happy of the changing. At least, I won’t feel scared of his disturbance during classes.

Yeah, I felt so annoyed with him. He tried his best to be next or nearer to me. He will follow wherever I go except toilets. When sometimes I go and have my lunch at hospital, he must be somewhere around my perimeter. Also when I’m in practical room. At first, he will be somewhere far from me,  or in another part of patient’s unit. But after he saw me, he will come nearer, and join us in our group’s patient’s unit. Which then make me feel so annoyed of him.

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I have been in lack of ideas, but I decided to write and post up anything that might happens and what has happened for the past few days. It is now in February and I guess, I would love to say, Valentine’s day is coming. Though I think that everyday is Valentine’s day, but now, since I’m far away from Kuching, no more Valentine’s everyday.

I remember last year I had fun in Kuching town to celebrate my Valentine’s day. And even the eve night was also great when I celebrated it in Hilton Hotel with my Dearest Darling Cyril. This year? Nothing perhaps. Valentine’s day falls on Chinese New Year day. And I guess, everyone will be very busy celebrating CNY and also Valentine’s at the same time with their dearest and families. While me? I will be celebrating my CNY away from families. The saddest part will be my Valentine’s day, where I will be celebrating it without Cyril next to me. Which also mean, no Valentine’s day for me this year.SIGH

When it comes to this kind of day, I usually feel happy about what’s going to happen. If could, I would like to force him to come over here, as he is on holiday during the CNY & Valentine’s day. But it won’t happen, as I would never want to force him for that. Yeah, both of us can still celebrate it through phones and YM. OMG! *sad*

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I know someone who is pondan. Know him quite well. And I could say that, here, most of the guys are pondan. If not pondan, they’re all soft. Well, there is a guy I know very well who is this kind of people. And the way he treats me unlike any other pondan I knew. He is a person that knows how to respect others, and knows how to take other people’s thought and opinions.

Pondan? What’s with it. Actually, when I was in my secondary school, I saw lots of pondan people. Some of them might not pondan, but soft. But I prefer the one called pondan. Why? As I said above, they’re more to someone who knows how to respect others. Unlike the soft people I know, they only know that they’re always right. They’re always the coolest and they’re everything even though they’re nothing but shit.

Some people really look down to this kind of people. I mean a man who changed to a lady. Or a man which is too soft and likely to become a woman. For me, nothing else matter if a person who is a male wants to be a female. Nothing can change their mind to change to a female.

If following the religion, it might be so illegal and wrong, but who cares. I think the person himself doesn’t want to be in that way. They’re just a person who owns more a type of hormone in their bodies that makes them to be a little feminine and sometimes becoming more than a female person.

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I think most of you know well where I was before I came to KSKB here. Yeah, a college called SEGi College Sarawak where I thought their management is better than a college called Masterskill. Why do I say so? Have you guys read about my post about how Masterskill postponed my course to this year where I was supposed to start my course last year in September? It’s about money. Money I paid, and how I wish they could refund me the money as they postpone my course.

Well now, it’s about SEGi college. Why? Their management are sucks and rude! They actually agreed to refund me the money from PTPTN when I was in SEGi, which is about RM3K. The 3K comes from the money given to me by PTPTN which was 10K. 7K has been used up to pay SEGi when I left the college that day, and the 3K is the remainder where I had asked to be refunded to me instead of to PTPTN. So, I called them today, asked them about the money, but they actually canceled the refund to me, and send the money back to PTPTN without informing and discussing anything with me. Yeah, they didn’t even call me, ask me whether I agree or not to refund the 3K amount back to PTPTN.

Plus, they even said that I could take the 3K with me, and owe PTPTN the 10K. They agreed and confident that the 3K will be given to my by the end of January. But then, something else happened. They refund the 3K back to PTPTN WITHOUT INFORMING AND DISCUSSING IT WITH ME!

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I think, I went to Sungai Buloh Hospital to get some treatment regarding my scoliosis and sudden fever I had yesterday. It was a coincident date where my roommate was having asthma too. I sent her and myself to get a proper treatment from the hospital.

After class, we both went back to the hostel, and on our way back, we caught few taxis and asked them about the price from our hostel to the Hospital. All of them said, it costs RM4 per trip. So, my roommate and I went to our room and got ourselves readied to go to the hospital. My roommate took some food and I had my bathed. Packed our things such as books as we planned to go to the class immediately after seeing the doctor. Yeah, I got nights classes which makes restless.

When we reached taxi station which is just in front of our hostel entrance, we saw no taxis were there. Maybe because of lots of people going out and the taxis were still sending them. Waited for about 20 minutes, my roommate’s asthma were getting worst, and I was afraid that she will collapse.

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I know I am too late to post about it. January almost ends. And I’m still stuck here until the third year of my studies in nursing. I am still trying to adapt to my new environment, and I badly missing my friends and families in Kuching. I even craves for Laksa Sarawak while drafting this post.

It’s been a while, and for me, it has been like 20 years living here. I have been complaining about the sucks things that happened to me here. Never thought I will go through this kind of life.

Since it’s hard for me to study here because they’re using BM during lectures while books in English, I wonder how exactly the ministry involves has been thinking about that. I honestly said, I became much more hot-tempered person because of this. I tried to study but ended up blurred, and made me angry. Everyday, it’s the same. It’s hard. I thought I want to be better in a way that I could lower down my hot-tempered. But I can’t. I just can’change it.

Plus, my roommate. She just  doesn’t know how to respect others privacy. For instance, while I was in a good sleep, she will turn on her songs from her phone loudly and disturbs my sleeps. I can’t stand of this. I somehow thinks that, I came here to suicide. Yeah, I hardly understands my lectures and when I am at my room, my roommate creates problems.

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