Guess what?? Tomorrow will by my last day of working!!! Haha yeah… I know… I have been talking about last day of working since a month ago but still continue on working, but tomorrow… I am confirmed enough I’ll be resigning… the owner even published ads on vacancy to replace me… no reasons I could take all my words back… beside, I am kind of hate working in such hotel…
You know what hotel I mentioned right? I just hate their staffs… I wonder why they have very nice managers but having undesirable qualities of workers… kind of hypocrite’s type of people… I know I should not talk about this, but that’s it… I don’t care if any of their staffs read this… Perhaps they might know what to do on the other staffs…
Tell you what? They are one waitress in this hotel currently named Jack… I’m not sure of her name, but she has a laser mouth… I maybe too much on mentioning her name, but she deserves this… I know, I am a Muslim and a Melanau… which is too far different from Cyril… but this is not the reason for her to humiliate me by using religion and races… I never care about religions with Cyril… from what I know, we never think too far… we just continue the relationships and see what happens in the future… but why should this kind of people care too much about me and Cyril… jealous??
A few days back, before Valentine’s day… Jack came to me and asked why my boyfriend having a Christian name… I told her that Cyril is Christian… she was blurred and asked about my religion… I told her I am a Muslim… guess what she said??? She burst to laugh and said “dapat ka macam ya… nak ka kasian nangga gerek kau sik dapat makan babi mun nya ngan kau. Dah babi nyaman. Mun aku jadi nya, jangan harap ku nak gerek ngan orang sik sama agama,terutama Muslim!”
Apart from that, today I went home early as I was not feeling well… I vomited few times and headache until I have to sleep and let the shop close around 10 a.m… by my colleague came to work, this Jack was standing by the shop and asked my friend why did we close the shop too early… my friend explained that she was going to 7e and I went home.. She explained to Jack about my conditions… she replied this to my friend…”mok nya pregnant nak? Ya nya muntah muntah ngan pening ya… biasa la pompuan macam kitak orang ya!!”…
what she actaully means by saying that??? pompuan macam us???
Damn!!! If I were there, I might slap her for being too much… I know that she might not have any license or insurance for her mouth that was why she just said what ever she wants without taking care of other people’s feelings… few things, I don’t care if Cyril were to eat pork in front of me… I DON’T CARE!!! As long as I don’t eat that… I remember on CNY we went to David’s house… Cyril’s colleague… he served us pork and I let Cyril ate those… even I have told him, he can eat whatever he wants including pork in front of me… I don’t care…

But then, this people are being kind enough to care about me and Cyril… why??Jealous to see Cyril sends me to work sometimes? Or take me from work sometimes? Or bring me food and eat with me in the shop sometimes? Is that so? If so, then she should tell her husband to do that thing to her… so that she could stop being a laser-mouth woman…
I just hate it when people are talking about a religion that divides me and my bf… I feel like it’s very far to think about that… me and him are just couple for now… converting to another religions are never in mind… that is still too far….





