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On the last Saturday, I was invited by Cyril, behalf of Irene to go for food tasting at The Banquet… and as you know, the place is quite far which at at the 4th miles…

Me and Cyril were the first to come…. Then Emmelina and few other bloggers… Joined Jimmy and Annie Tan… I just don’t remember her name before… There was no session for us to get acquaintance…. So, the only bloggers I knew was Jimmy, Fahriee, Emme, Irene,Sharon…. And the other else I knew it through Facebook…kekekeke

The Banquet? Food is not that bad… and I hope they could make it better…. Food presentations are good… Thumbs up for that!!! drinks? Also not that bad….Average la…

I didn’t eat the butter prawns at last, and I was a bit having itchy here and there over my body, and that I stopped eating prawns and any other seafood…. Overall, I loves the first dish presented to us ( I don’t know the names, because they didn’t gave us the menu or food lists)…. They have it the wet butter prawns (which I ate), and it was truly very nice…. feels like eating the same butter prawns I was having during the Minex Dinner at the Sarawak Club…else like, ducks, chickens, fish and others, I think they can make it better… But it’s worth it the RM514 bill for all of us…. RM514!!!

I think I wish they could change it was, the air-cond… I went to the toilet, and what? The toilet was even cooler than inside the diner hall…. Sometimes, I felt like sweating while eating… and yeah, there were flies too… and it really annoyed us… Really hope they can change all this… We can’t really eat when the flies were flying here and there…. and it’s hard to take take the photos too…

But yeah, I enjoyed the food tasting…. With Emme around, the table was very cheerful enough… and meeting the others… Talking about foods, and discussing about the foods, was just fun… Hope to have another food tasting later… thanks to Irene and Jimmy!!!

The Bloggers

Mao Zi Yue & Cyril Dason

Fahriee, Emmelina, Irene, Alysha Toh, Cherry Sim & Me

Annie Tan, Jimmy Chin & Sharon Chong

Transformers? Revenge of The Fallen surely had made all of us gone insane with transformers… Everything surely related to Transformers… as in at the Shell, or even anywhere… Ther will be something related to this movie…. I went to watch  it yesterday, and the review will be at my Amieymisme blog…… but the movie was nice and awesome… I even had a evening-mare after watching this… In my dream, I was chased by Megatron and Bumblebee was trying to get rid of Megatron from me…kekekeke

And yeah, I went to kuching Acoustic Night too at Ileq-Ileq cafe yesterday…. The event was spotted in Facebook, and Cyril has wanted to be there for the show… Never heard of the cafe before, and it took us to go there so early, just to make sure we have the time to look for the cafe… but yeah, tak la susah mana mencari…

Cyril was hungry, and he just can’t wait another minutes to eat… he kept on saying this and that about his tummy… kekekeke we both ordered the Butter Chicken with Rice & Egg… and I ordered my Ribena with his was Teh C panas…. was kind of dissapointed when the orders came to us so late… And Cyril got his drink wrongly…. He got Teh C Ais instead of Teh C panas… and the food? OMG!!! it just not that really nice… Cyril even didn’t finished his food… and me? slowly and slowly finishing the food….

The environment there was  not that bad… It can be better if they change something or make it even better… for instance, the performing stage…. and even the tables and chairs…. My back started to feel sick when I sat on the floor too long… but yala, I wanted to sit at the table area, but it’s far from the stage… and it’s not looking at the stage… I still have to turn a bit to look for the performing bands if I were to sit at the table areas…. so, it will make my back much more painful than sitting on the floor…

We went back home so early,  around 1030 pm… I felt entertained so much during the third band performing whom sang Oasis song for their last song,just before we went back… and I like the voice of a girl… wearing tudung… a bit like Yuna but she’s not Yuna… I was really impressed by her voice…. and admire her voice the whole night… And for all other bands during I was there, it was boring… damn boring!!!!

What did I got from yesterday night? nothing but back pain…huhuhuhu food? Not that really nice…. drinks? A bit okay but too sweet…. performances? only two ( which I already mentioned above) entertained me…. I only enjoyed my dating time with Cyril there… miahahahahahahaha

P/s I think everyone knows  about the death of our great King of Pop, Michael Jackson…. I would like to convey my condolences to Jackson’s family…. May God bless his soul… and May his soul rest in peace…. We’ve just lost the great icon… and the remarkable singer…. RIP Jacko….

Here is one of the song that I really love from Micheal Jackson… Even though he has gone, but his musics remain… forever!!!

Yeah… for this first time, I once again felt like a shit… I’m sure of the reason… I can feel, I am no different with other cats… I can feel that once in this life time, I felt very much low… There is proof and what ever I said, it changes nothing…Proofs are there… Even how loud do I swear and even how worst do I cry… I feel so ashamed of every thing… of every one…

Some one whom I hate so much… but the proofs said I was wrong… I know it was not me… and I never want to chase something not belongs to me… But yeah, they have it the proof… And I have nothing but tears… I can say, my word means nothing compared to those proofs…

I can feel it the way people looking at me… They look at me like I am a jerk… a type of person whom you people shoud not trust too… I’ve been scolded because of this… and I feel so much down… I wanted to cry… but no more tears to drop down… I felt like to shout, but will this change everything? I wanted to run away of this, but will I be happy? yeah… I am wondering on what to do next…

I felt guilt… even it’s not my fault… but yeah, who will trust me, when they have it the proofs…… Shit….. I can feel it… No one will trust me anymore… Even how loyal I am…the proof proves the shit-in me… Fcuk!

Last night was great!!! very damn great!!! why? My nephew’s birthday… He turned to 1-year old last night… And it was the awesome night I’ve ever had…. Surrounded by sisters and brother-in-law ( one of my brother in law is still in KL).. with nephew and niece sitting on my right and left… I am very proud to have them… Love them so much!!!

Invited by my second eldest sister, we went to the Topspot centre to celebrate Hairish… My dad was the happiest amongst all… He loves to see his granddaughter and grandson with him… me? I was surely is… Never lost my attentions to both of them… While eating too, I will make sure to play around with them…

Aiesya or I call her Echah was very funny last night… this niece never wants to be with other people except her mum and dad… but thank God, she wants to be with me last night… until it was time to go home… I love it when she did something like this… She ran forward, and when I called her, and opened out my arms, she ran back towards me and hug me tight… urgh!!!! Love her so much!!! can’t stopped kissing her lovely cheek last night… It maybe once in a blue moon she acted like that… as what I said, she never wants to be closed with other else but her own mum and dad… but last night, she wants me… Even my sisters said, I was quite lucky she wants to be with me…. Even her grandfather (my dad) wanted to bring her, she rejected… but she wants to remain with me…kekekekeke and when I wanted to take photos with her, at first, she looked neglecting…. but when the first and second shots passed, she did the best and cutest post with me after that… and she likes it to take photos with me… how cute that Echah!!!

Another one is cute!!! and love him so much!!! Hairish, birthday boy whom turned 1-year old last night… He just can’t stopped moving around and eating the cake… My third sister got bitten on her finger while taking the pieces of cake into Hairish’s mouth… and he will cried out when my sister stopped doing so… he likes to eat and eat… And he just loves to be on the floor even though he does not know how to walk yet… and he is very heavy!!! When he really wants to be on the floor, he will kick whoever brings him during that… and I was the victim that I finally puts him down to the kidschair…kekekekekeke This nephew loves to take photos and he loves to make us laugh… When his mum said, “polah muka jaik lok”… he started doing his“jaik face” to us... I never had the chance to take photos with him… he will go away when I bring the camera next to him… what a Hairish!!!! My dad said, Hairish is my son with Cyril (dad said Hairish looks a bit like Cyril) while Echah is my daughter with other people (not really Cyril in Echah)..muahahahahaahhahahaha Silly...

I was and still happy until now… Looking back at their photos, and I will laugh… Missing them… Just fun to have them around… My eldest sister is now pregnant… will give birth in August!!! yes, the third one coming out so soon and I can’t wait to have another niece/nephew… Echah & Aish are wonderful!!! hope my sisters will bring them here again…. I just can’t stop laughing looking at their face… they’re cute… and hugable… Love them so much!!!!!!!!! So lucky to have them….

Been to Kem Permai yesterday together with Cyril and my second eldest brother,Bob Alen ( not his real name)… The intention on going there was just to release the tension after being away from Kuching the past few days… And I was very tired… and wanted to be on the beach so that I could enjoy myself there…

On our way there, saw an accidents between few cars and a motorbike… Loads of people were there to watch… not sure whether they were related to the accidents or busy-bodies whom came by to watch and cause the massive jammed… Police were there to settle up the situations… Located just before the junction to go to the Chemistry Department building… The road there is not that big, and with loads of people watching with some of them parked their cars at the road side… so, I think you too can imagine how the traffic was…huhuhuhu

Reached Kem Permai and saw loads of people were there… Using my old student ID card, I entered the place with the price RM4.. not sure of the real price… maybe RM6… so, when you’ve your ID card with you, the price will only be deducted to RM4… huhuhuhuh The weather was hot and it’s welcoming us to get sometime bathing in the sea…

Bob and Cyril cam-whored the whole place while I was their model… So, everytime they took photos, I will be in their photos… It’s either I want them to take it or they asked me to pose… LOL

During this time visits, I have my new hobby while in the sea bathing… Got influenced by Bob… and I found it interesting too… we both became so “creative” at the sea… Constructing holes in the sea using foot… muahahahahaha Me and Bob made few holes, and the holes we made were too deep… and we will each try on each holes to know whose one was much deeper… and yeah.. he won it all… he is tall… and his legs are double mine… so, it’s unfair when doing the holes… but I did it… And I enjoyed doing the holes… we even made a joke about people whom come across the holes, will surely drown… and that, people will think about this beach now has the sink-sand… sedangkan the holes were made by us…hahahaha

My other else interest… new one… Putting the sand all over Cyril’s body… kekekekeke it’s fun to see him like that… even though I know he did not like it..  But I like doing it… so, I just can’t stop doing it…

I was very damn happy yesterday at the beach… I enjoyed so much jumping, running and all other few thingsthat can be done there… I’ve forgotten my back pain… and forgotten about other people…. I was just enjoying myself so much… I hope to be there again later… to play with the water… or even have a night stay there… I remember my last time staying there was maybe a year ago… and I was not enjoying that much…huhuhuhu Just wish yesterday will never ends…

Huaaa!! Feels like years and years have not updating this blog… What a busy life I’m living now… huhuhuhuh To those whom are my friends in Facebook, they should know now, I am updating this blog from where… I’ve just got my free time to update this blog and I’m idealess!!!   Cyril had gone with his teams for Robotics competition today… Goodluck to all of them!! they deserve to win!!!

Been here is not like what I thought… Going back to room after dinner, was late… especially last night… was kind of unhappy with that situations, but what can I say instead of keeping it to myself and going on silent… Following friends for dinner, chit-chatting and done for almost at midnight…

Oh yeah…Cyril received Irene’s e-mail for the food tasting next Saturday, and we’re not sure about to go….but he will make sure we could go for it… Not only that, we too have to wait for Willie on telling us the date and place where he wants to do for the photo shooting… I hope it both won’t happen on the same date… if not, we’ll be in rush!!!

Will be home out so soon… and then, will maybe continue the moving out progress… yeehaa!!! Hopefully in July, all done…. hope we will  fully moved out…. so that, I could enjoy the Rainforest World Music Festival…. Read more about it here… We’re still waiting for the STB decision, but I’m sure, we can go for it… with discounted tickets, atleast!

This maybe a bit personal I am writting here..but yeah… I think it’s not that personal though… So I wanted to write about it here…

I am not in the mood, am not that well enough and I even not sure what am I thinking about… My mind is messy…. All the “data” seems not in their own place… It’s anywhere in mind… Semua nya berserabut…

For the first time in my life, I felt like a shit… And for the first time in my life, I felt this… And for the first of everything, I found myself hard to decide on something…. and for the first time in mylife, I think every of the sequences on everything I will done… Usually, I will decide something without thinking the effects, but now, which makes me more harder to decide…

What the hell is happening to me? There are people chasing me out there… NON-STOP!!!! and that, I kept on running and running avoiding him… but then, nothing happened… It just not stopped at all… they keep on and still on chasing me… wanting me on this and that… even though I’ve told them I don’t want to be with them… or I don’t want to follow what they’ve said…. It annoys me so much…. When I reached home during my visits for holidays, my family will inform me, ths and that did called me…. everytime I reached home, as in no other news I should listen instead of the person….

Then, I can’t hardly out… even staying at home… Knwoing they will come looking for me at house… or knowing I might bump into them while outing… You know how it feels? Feel like a shit, when I have my own life, but I have to control my own life because of them…. It sucks when you want to go somewhere but the canceled just because of the worry-ness you will run into them… Damn!

What they actually want from me? They want me, to be with them again…. Engaging and when the time comes, getting married…. Silly right????? They’re forcing me… and putting pressure on me… It’s a big burden on me…. When I realized I’ll be alone, nothing else on mind… I will start to think how can I avoid him if so? Even though I am not living with my parents again, they still come to my house as in they still very confident I am still living with my parents… Crazy right????

I just don’t know…. Don’t know what to do…. Highlighting here….cause I know he will be reading this… I am going to Bintulu with Cyril, and I hope he will stop what ever he is doing… It’s not only troubling me, but also my family… enough is enough!!! When I said it’s over, I really meant it… we’re over and stop chasing me like I’m yours!!!! It’s been two years since the day I asked for the break up… so stop it!!!