Yeah… for this first time, I once again felt like a shit… I’m sure of the reason… I can feel, I am no different with other cats… I can feel that once in this life time, I felt very much low… There is proof and what ever I said, it changes nothing…Proofs are there… Even how loud do I swear and even how worst do I cry… I feel so ashamed of every thing… of every one…
Some one whom I hate so much… but the proofs said I was wrong… I know it was not me… and I never want to chase something not belongs to me… But yeah, they have it the proof… And I have nothing but tears… I can say, my word means nothing compared to those proofs…
I can feel it the way people looking at me… They look at me like I am a jerk… a type of person whom you people shoud not trust too… I’ve been scolded because of this… and I feel so much down… I wanted to cry… but no more tears to drop down… I felt like to shout, but will this change everything? I wanted to run away of this, but will I be happy? yeah… I am wondering on what to do next…
I felt guilt… even it’s not my fault… but yeah, who will trust me, when they have it the proofs…… Shit….. I can feel it… No one will trust me anymore… Even how loyal I am…the proof proves the shit-in me… Fcuk!
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Proof or hard evidence means nothing if you have done nothing such and you know it. Be strong, remain brave, and help to built back the lost trust.
Whatever has happened, do realize that I do really love you, and I believe that you are not that sort/kind of people (which betrays the trust given), and that is why baby.. you will get your very first postpaid line tomorrow.
=D
Hahahahaha yeah… Thanks for the postpaid Hun….
and Thanks for supporting me… :)
Love you so much…. :)
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sabar2.. learn that life will not be kind to us :) hihi… we have to be kind to live :) kunun la kan.. just keep your faith and dun bother that people.. mimang byk org gitu tu..huhu.. wa ada postpaid line sda wooo :) congrats :) ble bgayut lama2 kan??
Tak da postpaid pun, memang bergayut lama2…. Cyril will call, and we usually boleh tertidur during the phone calls…kekekekek
Thanks for the advise… :)
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uih? I’m a bit blur here. But hopefully things will get well with u..
Thanks Bro… :)
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sabar ya.. :) im sure with every downfall, every hardship.. mesti there’s a reason behind it.. maybe u’d get into much worse situation, and this comes as a practice? to get u ready.. or just to warn u of how things really r.. :) mesti u will jadi lebih tabah kan? :p merapu jak saya.. ahhaha… hope all is well. may u have a blessed love life as well – great couple both of u! :)
Hahaha Thanks for the long advise Mira…. :)
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blur too… what’s going on? whatever it is, tough life dear, remember, ur young. go kick some ass!
Hahaha Thanks Sis… :)
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Don’t feel bad. Hopefully it won’t damage your trust on others. There are still a lot of trustful friends around ya :)
Thanks!!! :)
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don’t fret too much on what others think of you.. you might not even are in their thoughts anyway.. take it cool..
i mean, of course, there’s nothing wrong to be paranoid with what others think of you, but not overly do it that it affects your daily life. it’s not worth it. life is much more than that, even when you’re sitting inside home the whole day…
I realised that life is getting much shorter and shorter when my colleague’s daughter died in her sleep 2 days ago.. and she’s only 3 years old. the look of my friend’s eyes when he told me how she died, it almost put me to tears….
appreciate life.. think positively!
Hahahah I think I know who you’re..lol
Well, may she rests in peace then…. Sometimes I take too much what people thinks about me… even though I know I should not… but yala… if you tak dengar orang lain, you will never know your own mistakes… :)
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