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Haha! Cyril, I hope you won’t get mad by this post… was kind of boring… watching POC and waiting for you to finish your work..*sighs*

Everyone, if you are not a teacher or even a lecturer, make sure you are not planning to build a relationship with a teacher or a lecturer… as in my case, my boyfriend is a teacher… hugely, A TEACHER or EDUCATOR!!

I guess everyone knows how the teacher’s life…. Living with students’s books, students’ exam papers and so on… I so much feel that teaching is a tough job… Teacher not only teaches during class, and forgotten what’s all when you’re out of the class… But teacher too has to continue their works when they reached home… They need to do marking on books, exam papers and other students’ assignments..

I sometimes mad with Cyril, but what can I do… He needs to finish his work… I sometimes helps him with what I can help… So that he could feel less burden he needs to complete…

Even if you’re a doctor, you would not need to do your works when you’re at home, or even when you’re on holiday… But teacher, they sometimes need to bring all those things needed so that they could finish it even they have to do it while on holidays… Meaning, holiday means nothing to teachers…

Besides, teachers are tied with all sort of discipline things… you can’t do this when you’re in public… you can’t wear that when you’re here…. And for me, I feel like,  huh?? He has no life for himself,I guess… Where you can’t do what you really want… Has to control yourself just to be seen as a role model…

Even now, I always hear Cyril complaints about things he needs to do… he needs to finish by next week… and place he needs to go with his students… He complaints everything he needs to do… and I sometimes feel pity of him… *actually,I pity of myself, since he is busy, I feel so left out, but never mind*

After all, I have to be patient… He has to do it… and this is what his job requires him to do… I just wish, a teacher would live as how other people in other professions live… I mean, holiday is a holiday… work is work… home is home…

Nah… my title means nothing… I think everyone  has Facebook account… or even blog… and even Friendster account… and whatever other accounts on cyber world offers…

Surely, everyone would loves to upload pictures on their account, so that other people see the pictures and comment about it… Some pictures are sexy, naughty and so on… As for me, I upload pictures accordingly to the T&C… No sexy photos, and no pictures showing off the bad side of me…LOL

Cyril sometimes commented on pictures… His friend which is a lady… And he commented on the picture,saying the girl is sexy, gorgeous, beutiful, pretty and so on.. And I ever being asked, “have you ever jealous with what he did, commenting other ladies?”… My answer surely be, NO!

Why should I jealous? I think, he has his right to give his opinions or what he sees on other people… Including the comments he wrote for other people… I sometimes does the same things… I too commenting on other people,not only Cyril… I sometimes praise someone in front of him… even discuss with him about the good things of certain people…

Like what happened always? When I see Christiano Ronaldo on TV screen, I will shake his arms and praise Christiano high… saying in front of Cyril about how macho Christiano looks like… or even I sometimes joke with him about other guys are my new boyfriends my scandals… Happens with Christiano Ronaldo too… I sometimes said, Christiano is my boyfriend, and Bear Grylls (Man VS Wild) is my scandal… I don’t know what he feels… but I think, he understood well, I was just joking… No intentions to hurt him by saying those…

It happens the same thing with him… That is why, I do not really care about who and what he comments on other people’s pictures… Because for me, it is just an honor from him to others by praising the pictures… As long as he commented accordingly to my T&C… and as long as I am informed and the proof is not being hide… as in Facebook, all what you done will be recorded on your wall post…. Cyril and me? he checked every activities I done through the wall, and I checked his the same things… So, easy… left him free in his cyber world account, but make sure he does not exceeded the limits given…

No! I’m not on semester break now… I’m now at the hostel… Raya break passed, and my holiday was only for few days.. Spending my holiday with family, and now returned back to the hostel and continue my study life…

My raya was not that great… I’ve done with two of my assignments which should to be handed in by Monday… It’s essay and Power Point presentation… Both done!

According to my schedule, I will be having a semester breaks soon… very-very soon! And I’m wondering what am I going to do during the breaks season… Should I go somewhere? Or stay at the hostel enjoying holiday with my house mates? Or enjoying my holiday with the Dearest? LOL

But no! I cannot just plan it without considering my budget… Hell yeah, budget is soooooooooooooooo important… so, all my plans will be finalized soon, when I have already considered everything I need for those chosen plan… and also permissions from parents and tuutttttttt!!!! LOL

Well, as I had mentioned in my previous post… My raya was not that grand compared few years back… Why? rad my previous post… I’m lazy to mention it back here….LOL

Few days before raya, I was hospitalized for three hours… Why? I was dehydrated… and was drip for two hours… ouch! It’s painful… So, today, I’ll be leaving my house to hostel as class will start soon… *sighs*

So, summarizing my raya celebration this year… Boring! My family did not had any open house as my mum were busy nursing my grandmother whom is sick because of stroke this lately… So, with no open house at my parents’, my brothers,sister and myself were not glued at home… We went out by ourselves…Going to friends’ houses and relatives… Busy going out here and there…

My first day raya, I went only to one house, which is my grandparents’ house… In Bau…

Second raya? Went to three houses… Cyril’s colleague, my cousin’s house and last was at Cyril’s colleague too…

My third day of raya? I went to four houses… Cyril’s colleague/staff in school, Fahriee’s, Cyril’s student and the last was my uncle house…

And the fourth day of raya? I went to the food shop… Craved for Laksa Sarawak… So I made my visiting to my favorite Laksa Sarawak shop near Satok to fulfill my craves…LOL

Overall, I think this year raya is not that grand enough… Why? I’m not sure why…

Thanks all for inviting me to come over to your house…

Like everyone knows, I’m now back into my student life… I’m a college girl… and what’s important now is, a laptop… I had a laptop before… and was sold because, I didn’t want to have any… besides, my laptop was broken…. so, I said to my mum, don’t bother to repair it, just sold it… and yeah, my mum sold it… and my brother bought a new laptop after that…

And now, I need a laptop…. extremely need it one… And I hope, I could win the Samsung contest…. so that I won’t need to withdraw any money to buy a laptop again….

So, vote for me… By clicking the banner with my face on it, on the right side of my blog… Vote for me!!!

While I was doing a searched for new laptop on the internet, I stumbled upon this page, and kind of interested with the laptop accessories… And I’m totally love it the laptop bag… You should go and visit this laptop accessories page…  and I’m sure you will get yourself interested with those laptop case…

As in me, I love the unique design of those accessories… and I’m totally gone insane watching it all… And wondering about my money in my paypal account… It’s pretty cheap for all those laptop bag… but yeah, I have no laptop, so I won’t need to buy those laptop accessories now… But soon, who knows!

I will be leaving my hostel and college for two weeks… and will be at home preparing  for raya… and get myself ready with clothes and so on…

As what I always said to Cyril, raya means nothing to me… It doesn’t feel the same when you’re much older…. Raya means a lot while you’re still a kid… when you receives money or angpow from parents, grandparents and others… Playing fireworks and enjoying the raya night with friends and family…

But now, for me, raya means nothing, but to relax myself…. and meeting old friends…. and even meeting back all cousins and relatives…. Besides, the needs on going back to kampong… That’s all for me during raya… No fun… no angpow… and no everything….

Even now, I don’t feel it the spirits of raya coming soon… I just want to go home… and relax… I guess, this year raya will be the dim raya I’ve ever experienced…. To be honest, this raya… I planned no new baju kurung for myself…. I need to be save… as far as you know, I’m now a Segi-an…. and it’s quite pricey living in the hostel… where you need to buy everything… So, I decided not to have any new baju kurung this year… Even Cyril too…

Other than that, I might not going to my dad’s village this year… Why? loads of reasons to be explained here… but overall, I think, I will be celebrating my raya there alone… So, I don’t want to be alone… it’s better for me to skip my dad’s village rather than celebrating my raya alone…

My college will be having a long holiday for this raya… and I guess, I’ll be spending my whole holiday in hostel… I just don’t feel it to be at home…

But afterall, I would like to wish everyone, especially to my Muslim readers… SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

Throughout my whole posts, if I hurts you or what… I would like to ask forgiveness from you all…. I never meant to hurt you guys by all my posts….

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

&

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!

p/s my house will always open… but if you’re looking for me, I’ll be at my parents’ during the first and the second day of raya… All invited… So, do COME!!

I’ve been experiencing this twice… what car? Cyril’s car… Oh Damn! I wonder why it happened…

Actually, as everyone knows… Cyril owns a car.. A sedan from Proton… it’s Proton BLM with plat number XXX YZYZ..hahahahah Censored that part… Just don’t laugh at me when you done reading this post!

So, I got this kind of problem in recognizing his car, when we were out to somewhere… He somehow parked his car next to another BLM… which is the same silver colour… and the same tinted wind-screens…

Well, when the both cars were next to each other, I came to get in Cyril’s car, I was so confused and went to another car, owns by other people… I was kind of, F**K!

Not to blame anyone… but it’s my own careless for not giving attention to what and which car I supposed to be in… lol

The first time it happened, was when we were at the hospital… On our way back to the car, they were lots of people at the another BLM car… I was so confident (without watching the plat number) and went to the car… and nearly to open the door.. Thank God Cyril called me and told me I was with the wrong car… what an ashame…  lol

The second time this thing occured was yesterday… We were going out for something… So, on our way back to the car, Cyril was quite far in front of me… And my mind was quite messed during the times… Well, was thinking about my grandma conditions…. So, I gave no attentions to anything… I just stopped when I knew, I was at the car, and was about to open the car’s door… and I saw Cyril were quite far from the car… and signalled him to unlock the car…. but then I realized, I was not with the correct car… it’s other people car… Damn!!! I was so blushed I didn’t showed it to people… I controlled myself not to laugh even though the other car’s owner were laughing to see me… Not only that, other people surrounding were also laughing… Wtf~~~

Memalukan betul! hahahaha and now, I hate it when Cyril wants to park his car next to another BLM cars… NO! I don’t want the same thing happens again for the third time… It’s already twice happened and it’s enough… Cukup memalukan already…. so, no more for the third time… Please… *ROFL*