The In Me 2010

I know I am too late to post about it. January almost ends. And I’m still stuck here until the third year of my studies in nursing. I am still trying to adapt to my new environment, and I badly missing my friends and families in Kuching. I even craves for Laksa Sarawak while drafting this post.

It’s been a while, and for me, it has been like 20 years living here. I have been complaining about the sucks things that happened to me here. Never thought I will go through this kind of life.

Since it’s hard for me to study here because they’re using BM during lectures while books in English, I wonder how exactly the ministry involves has been thinking about that. I honestly said, I became much more hot-tempered person because of this. I tried to study but ended up blurred, and made me angry. Everyday, it’s the same. It’s hard. I thought I want to be better in a way that I could lower down my hot-tempered. But I can’t. I just can’change it.

Plus, my roommate. She just  doesn’t know how to respect others privacy. For instance, while I was in a good sleep, she will turn on her songs from her phone loudly and disturbs my sleeps. I can’t stand of this. I somehow thinks that, I came here to suicide. Yeah, I hardly understands my lectures and when I am at my room, my roommate creates problems.

Not only that, my college is busy with this and that. I hardly have my time to do revision. sometimes, my class ends at 5.30pm, and some seniors organized something on 5.30pm too. You see how would I myself rushing from class to hostel, then to the meeting point. For me, its just silly. Some will might think that I shouldn’t join what they are organizing, but for us juniors, it’s a must! And on other cases, such in sports, when you have signed up for a sport, but canceled it, you will have to pay few sums for that. It’s sucks.

I’m tired. I thought I will be sleeping the whole day today, but ended up waking up early because of my roommate who doesn’t know how to respect me sleeping to rest after the tiring day yesterday.

Yesterday was the closing day for Nursing Family Week 2010. Our batch won lots of activities, but for the whole things,  the winner belongs to our seniors. The closing ceremony was quite fun. Our batch was in the black and white theme. I hope no more this kind of events happened in this month. I’m quite tired and haven’t done with any revisions. Enough with the Egg Day and Nursing Family Week. I need rest, or else, lots of people will get scolded by me. *SIGH*