I have been in lack of ideas, but I decided to write and post up anything that might happens and what has happened for the past few days. It is now in February and I guess, I would love to say, Valentine’s day is coming. Though I think that everyday is Valentine’s day, but now, since I’m far away from Kuching, no more Valentine’s everyday.
I remember last year I had fun in Kuching town to celebrate my Valentine’s day. And even the eve night was also great when I celebrated it in Hilton Hotel with my Dearest Darling Cyril. This year? Nothing perhaps. Valentine’s day falls on Chinese New Year day. And I guess, everyone will be very busy celebrating CNY and also Valentine’s at the same time with their dearest and families. While me? I will be celebrating my CNY away from families. The saddest part will be my Valentine’s day, where I will be celebrating it without Cyril next to me. Which also mean, no Valentine’s day for me this year.SIGH
When it comes to this kind of day, I usually feel happy about what’s going to happen. If could, I would like to force him to come over here, as he is on holiday during the CNY & Valentine’s day. But it won’t happen, as I would never want to force him for that. Yeah, both of us can still celebrate it through phones and YM. OMG! *sad*
When I was in the class this morning, my mind suddenly went back to the day I was sent by friends and families to the airport. I was nearly cried when I remembered the last hands waves by Fahriee, Norman, Andre & Frisca. I still remember the moment where I called Cyril up and told him that I didn’t want to continue my steps to the plane. I was so sad, and even until now, I might be crying again if someone opens up the story at the airport. SIGH
Well, I really hope for a better month this February as January gave me lots of challenges and troubles. Though this year Valentine’s day will be awful for me, but I still glad that I have my dearest darling with me but far. I’m glad that I’m still here even though sometimes I want to give up and pack up all my things and go back to Kuching. Spirits of February, please give me some air to breathe and live my life peacefully. =)
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