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First of all, I would love to say, I missed watching meteor shower last night… I want to watch, but I didn’t want to trouble Cyril to accompany me watching it down at the football field… so, I decided not to watch, and he told me, it something I could watch in YouTube… or even on news…  He even told me, he will eats all three durians if no news about the meteor tonight… okay, DEAL!!

Secondly, MBO will be opened soon… I read about it in Annna’s blog… And I might be going for the opening later… will be watching GI Joe or whatever movies they have to serve me… huahahaha

Thirdly, I feel bored… Regarding  my previous post, I have decided not to go anywhere but styaing here waiting for the next year intake… Why? I’m not going to leave my family especially now.. My dad is not that well… Besides, I’m thinking of to apply UPU again, or even Poly, and whatever I could… So, if I were chosen for those application, I would go for it instead of waiting for Masterskill next year intake… I could not wait any longer… so, that’s my choice… I will apply for goverment colleges and univercities… and if chosen, I would go for it… While waiting for the results, I may be looked for part-time job once again… And will be working to fill up my free time… but yeah, been wandered around Kuching, and reads through news papers, but could not find any part-time job suits me… huhuhuhuh

Fourthly, I feel lazy… Everyday, I woke up at 1030… EVERYDAY!! why? I think I do have nothing to do, so nevermind… No one scolda me though for waking up late… kekekeke But I’m in the mood to cook… Every day I cook… Even though I’m not a good cook, but yeah, at least I knew how to cook rather than I do not know right?? Why I love to cook? because, when I’m in the kitchen, I’ll be alone… and I conquered the whole kitchen myself… and I feel happy throwing the ingredients in the frying-pan… hahahaha I enjoy throwing things in the pan!!!

Fifthly, I feel sad… I can not have it what I want… *sobbing* Well, as everyone knows, Raya is coming soon… Next month… and guess what? I don’t even have ready anything for it… even a baju raya… so, I decided to only buy the complete baju kurung this year, instead of buying the incomplete one, and send it to the tailor… why? I guess, no tailor would receive clothes anymore… it’s kind of last minutes already… and I don’t want what happened two years ago happens again this year… I have to go on vacation during the second day of raya, and few of my baju kurung could not be taken few days before that… So, my flight was on 11am… I have to wake up so early, and waited at the tailor’s and asked him/her to finish my baju kurung… and yeah, I went on vacation in a messy conditions… and this year, I want to buy only the complete baju kurung… much more cheaper though… but, my mum said, NO!! *sighs* I found one baju kurung… it’s nice, and it’s very damn cheap (RM115)… but I have to forget about it… *frust*

Sixthly, I guess I easily gone mad these few days.. I’m not sure why… or maybe because of the hit on my head when I slipped down at the kitchen few days ago… wtf~~~  yeah, it was so slippery… I was in front of my computer… and my maid were calling me my name few times… I didn’t hear it… but my dad scolded me… and asked me to see my maid whom called me few times already.. So, I ran to the kitchen… and tupp!!! I fell down.. and OUCH!!! my head banged hardly on the floor… it was very damn painful!!!! I felt like the world was spinning… and I could felt the gegaran otak I was experiencing… I was so in the pain… my head swollen a bit… but it’s fine… just that, a bit headache… and a bit easily gone mad… lol

Seventhly, my patient has its limit… actually, I could not wait any longer for my sister to give birth to new baby… ahahahaha My eldest sister tengah sarat mengandung… and according to doctor, she will gives birth this August.. and all of us, hope it will happen on the 12th or 19th… but 12th August passed… so, another chance will be on 19th… why so? My youngest sister’s birthday on the 12th, and my second elder sister’s birthday is on the 19th… So, we want to make it easy to recall… and so that everyone in my family has it’s partner to celebrate birthday with… My dad with my third elder sister… me with my mum…

Eightly, I feel like teasing every one around me… Cyril is my main victim… I love repeating what he said… hahahahahah I know it’s annoying… but I’m in the mood into that… I don’t know why… I feel like to iritate people around me…

Ninethly,I’m getting sick of people saying about me getting thinner… yeah, I do admit… I’m getting thinner… but stop saying it’s Cyril’s fault… he feed me well… and takes care of me very well… but I myself have no appetite to eat at all… and it seems that I don’t care anymore about my weight… I don’t mind getting thinner and slimmer… Just that, I love to cook, but I not really into what I cook… And when I eat, I’ll eat small portion of food… and I don’t take my lunch or breakfast.. I just takes my dinner… and I guess, that is why I’m getting thinner… so, don’t blame Cyril for that…

Tenthly, I’m in the mood into Bidayuh language… and Sundanese language… I’m learning my Bidayuh with Cyril… and learning my Sunda language in internet and watching Upik, Abu dan Laura at TV3… So, Cyril said, my Bidayuh nearly perfect… even though I kept on using the same words he taught me… slow-slow ma… cannot learn all the words in Bidayuh at one time… hehehehehe same goes with Sundanese… I love listening to their language… It’s something you should proud of when you knew how to speak your own ethnic language… not like me… I’m Melanau, but could speak in Melanau… I understood, but I could not say it back in Melanau…

Eleventhly, I was just informed by Cyril he lost my nephew’s birthday photos and few other photos of us both…  and he didn’t save any for back-up…  *sighs* Nevermind la Hun… later can take the photos of him again… no worries…

p/s I was bored… and my blog has not been updated for few days… so, no idea… and only have this kind of idea on what to post about…

Last night was great!!! very damn great!!! why? My nephew’s birthday… He turned to 1-year old last night… And it was the awesome night I’ve ever had…. Surrounded by sisters and brother-in-law ( one of my brother in law is still in KL).. with nephew and niece sitting on my right and left… I am very proud to have them… Love them so much!!!

Invited by my second eldest sister, we went to the Topspot centre to celebrate Hairish… My dad was the happiest amongst all… He loves to see his granddaughter and grandson with him… me? I was surely is… Never lost my attentions to both of them… While eating too, I will make sure to play around with them…

Aiesya or I call her Echah was very funny last night… this niece never wants to be with other people except her mum and dad… but thank God, she wants to be with me last night… until it was time to go home… I love it when she did something like this… She ran forward, and when I called her, and opened out my arms, she ran back towards me and hug me tight… urgh!!!! Love her so much!!! can’t stopped kissing her lovely cheek last night… It maybe once in a blue moon she acted like that… as what I said, she never wants to be closed with other else but her own mum and dad… but last night, she wants me… Even my sisters said, I was quite lucky she wants to be with me…. Even her grandfather (my dad) wanted to bring her, she rejected… but she wants to remain with me…kekekekeke and when I wanted to take photos with her, at first, she looked neglecting…. but when the first and second shots passed, she did the best and cutest post with me after that… and she likes it to take photos with me… how cute that Echah!!!

Another one is cute!!! and love him so much!!! Hairish, birthday boy whom turned 1-year old last night… He just can’t stopped moving around and eating the cake… My third sister got bitten on her finger while taking the pieces of cake into Hairish’s mouth… and he will cried out when my sister stopped doing so… he likes to eat and eat… And he just loves to be on the floor even though he does not know how to walk yet… and he is very heavy!!! When he really wants to be on the floor, he will kick whoever brings him during that… and I was the victim that I finally puts him down to the kidschair…kekekekekeke This nephew loves to take photos and he loves to make us laugh… When his mum said, “polah muka jaik lok”… he started doing his“jaik face” to us... I never had the chance to take photos with him… he will go away when I bring the camera next to him… what a Hairish!!!! My dad said, Hairish is my son with Cyril (dad said Hairish looks a bit like Cyril) while Echah is my daughter with other people (not really Cyril in Echah)..muahahahahaahhahahaha Silly...

I was and still happy until now… Looking back at their photos, and I will laugh… Missing them… Just fun to have them around… My eldest sister is now pregnant… will give birth in August!!! yes, the third one coming out so soon and I can’t wait to have another niece/nephew… Echah & Aish are wonderful!!! hope my sisters will bring them here again…. I just can’t stop laughing looking at their face… they’re cute… and hugable… Love them so much!!!!!!!!! So lucky to have them….

In about an hour from now, I’ll be going to school to register for my form 6… Yeah, I’m going back to school… and that, I hate it so much!!!  wearing back school uniform is just annoying and I wish I do not have to wear such… Hell, never mind… I hope I won’t be long in that school…. My status is now is yet to be confirmed… I’m waiting for other offers and while waiting, I’m doing my form 6… So that if there is no other offer, I am save,at least in the form 6…

One of my friend named Tqah, does not want to continues her form 6 while waiting for it…. Congrats to her!!! she is brave enough for that…. But at least she got offered to go for polytechnic in Mukah… I did not applied for polytechnic because before, my computer did not support their site,  I hate and I forgotten about to apply it… Now, I am so regret of it!!!! I just wish all my other applications come so so0n and I am accepted for it… I don’t want to be in school again… I don’t want to wear school uniform again… And that, for all teachers, today I will come only to register, no paying until I am confirmed to be in school for one and half years… Damn it!!!

A day before my birthday, Matang Jaya was busied with the opening of E-mart… They caused this area in catastrophe… Jammed here and there even on the road going to my house…  I need to turn other way round in order to get rid of the jammed… Sakai Kuchinginites!!! They should learn not to park the cars anywhere they like… They should think of other road users when doing it!!! I know E-mart are now doing sales, but they don’t have to go and rammed the road off… and troubled people like us… I went there on the second days of the opening, and the mall was still crowded with people exploring the mall…

Me? exploring and doing survey on the prices and things they have there… I could say, the small shops near to them will soon bankrupt… Why? E-mart has all the things needed in life… if I were a student (soon in hour, I am), I would go for E-mart to buy files and other stationery…. They got loads of choices for files and everything… Household and hardware too… It just AWESOME to have such a mall in front of my housing area… We do not need to go far in order to get such a few things needed when E-mart has it all…

From the explorations and few discussions, I found that  (Cyril said la) the washing machines bit pricey… He bought for his was around 0.8K but the price for the one he owns in E-mart now is 0.9K and above… so? I’m not sure of other price, especially the household because we did not go for the household side… was too crowded and I did want to squeeze in between the people…I saw bread toasters, hair-dryers, microwaves and all related things… They have all the stationery needed by students I guess… No surprises later when you see the Choice Ria gone bankrupt… Or other nearest new shops such as KK Store and Yien Yien Store…

Enough for the E-mart… or I hate it when people called it Eeeeeeeeee-maaarrrrrttttttt…. I hate when the E is being pronounced like that…. My name starts with E…. but people call me properly and not Eeeeee-mmiiiiiillllliiiiiaaaa….. E is so significant for me… and that I do not want people to play in mentioning the “E”… LOL

Now on Facebook, but no ones is there to chat…. Bored… updating my post and waiting for the clock turns 9… Go to school and meeting back fellow teachers… From what I heard, Martin Barin Oswald will be my form-teacher if I were to change from science side to art side… My brother advised me to go for art side instead of what I am offered to… It’s hard to be in science side if you’re the person whom lazy to study… But this time, I’ll make sure what I did in my form five won’t repeats… So, to all SMKMJ fellows, I’ll be back to haunt the school back!!! see you!!! LOL

One thing for sure, I won’t neglect my blogging life and so with my personal life… I mean going anywhere my family is going… or going anywhere Cyril’s going… Muahahahahaha He said he might be going to Bintulu soon, and I would like to request it from him to go too even I will be in school… Like I care… I will start my to study seriously if I am confirmed to be in form 6 until it ends… and to all applications I’ve made, please come early…. I just can’t wait… I can’t wait and can’t stand to be in school for long… Two weeks being in school waiting for the application kills me… two weeks from now, I just wish the offers come tomorrow… or today… so that I won’t be wearing school uniforms today…

Having a troublesome day on birthday is bad… I know… It started very peacefully and turned sour-ly later then… I hate 9 May sometimes… But guess what, I enjoyed my day so much… I woke up late and spent whole day with my dearest ones…

We did nothing… Sitting at home and watching movies,sleeping…. I don’t mind doing that because I would love to say, I enjoyed it so much… I felt relaxed with tonnes of problems in mind… Evening came by, and we started to think where to have dinner… Jambu? The Junk? or Bla Bla Bla?  He was not sure on where to go after that… obviously on his face, he was thinking on the very nice place to bring me… Thanks!!!

Going to tHe Spring to buy some doughnuts from Big Apple and started to think back how the manager got angry with blogger whom came there to search for Minex Diamond? And smiling too much for the polite way of the cashier on treating us customers… With smiles and jokes he made….

First planned, going to The Junk, and forgot about the Wesak Day celebrated by the Buddhist…. Having fun all the way, and finally got stuck in the jamm near to the St. May secondary school… Turned other way round in order to get to the Junk Restaurant… again, trapped in the very worst jammed… broke the road rules by turning away and changed our way to the Jambu Restaurant… I was STARVING!!! been there once, this second time going, we were taught that not to use the entrance clearly seen on the road, but it’s better to use the other way entrance which can’t be seen when you’re on the main road… The one clearly seen is so much dangerous!!!!  LOL

Reached there and ordered everything…. It’s much different now… The waiters are much decent than before… And they are much polite too… I ordered my food as same as Cyril’s… I was starved and I thought of need some “extra” food”, so I ordered the “White Rajah NZ Sirloin” if I’m not mistaken… while waiting for food, cam-whore is the must… Jambu was a bit busy that night… With the laughs of people around us, I could felt a bit in Magenta there… Noisy… Even the couple behind our seat was talking badly… The girl talked non-stop and the guy listened… Her voice maybe soft but high for us… We could even hear what they were talking….

My drink? Since that I stopped from taking  liquors, I ordered apple juice for my drink while Cyril took “Whiskey Coke” as his drink… I tried his drink a little and it was nice… Sayang nya I dah stop... kekekeke our food came by, and tasted delicious…. Food presentation is good compared to 5 star hotel we ever been to…Just that, I’m not into the “black paper” sauce… While eating those, I compared the food taste with the one tasted with teriyaki-sauce… A bit regret on ordering it with black paper sauce… I should maybe order it with some other sauce as in sweet and sour…. That would be nicer….

Before leaving, going to the toilet is a must… While waiting for Cyril to settle down, I found Breeze Magazine Issue 15… And was hoping to see us on the magazine… But tett!!! No!!! Have to wait for another issue in order to see our face pasted in the magazine with each one holding a cup of whiskey… I was kind of drunk that time… And I remember, the photo was taken by Fahriee… But not sure, because Cyril said it was taken by Norman… Oh God, hard to remember… so,Fahrie or Norman? thanks for the picture!!! it’s nicely pasted in the magazine for one Borneo to read…

Yeah, to say I enjoyed my birth-day, I enjoyed it so much…. to say I hate when it comes to 9 May…hmmm Not really… But anyway, thanks to Cyril for all these… He managed to joy me on my birthday… Thanks for the dinner Hun!!! And thanks to my family and friends for the wishes…I didn’t get any present on this birthday, but I guess it’s alright… I’m too old for all those… I can’t believe I am 18 now….

My dad quoted this to me yesterday (10th May) ” There was a cute little girl turned into a beatiful lady yesterday”… LOL Thanks Dad!!!

Yeah, I’m turning 18 today… Happy birthday to me!!! kekeke Not only me, I would like to wish my mum for her birthday too… Too with my cousin, Ka Sheila… We are sharing birthday today… But not celebrating any… I guess it’s too old for me and my mum to have cakes and celebrate this ordinary day called birthday…

Leaving my 17 and below gave me loads and thousands sweet and bitter memories which lead me to the finding of new lessons in life… Turning 18 teaches me how life could be ups and downs… Where not at all times we are at the tops and enjoying inches of life in a very wonderful way… I too learn how love means in life… how important the loves from everyone around you…

Leaving 17 is toughed but enjoyable… I finalized me form five year which taught me lesson of true friends and what really friendship means…. I separated with my classmates after a few years being together with them… Facing the extreme challenged while in school ages…

I too learn blogging is too enjoyable and gives me loads of benefits into it… I too realized blogging is not in the small world… When I met them, I realized the blogging world is wide enough… Loads of people are doing it… From blogging, I got free one diamond necklace which happened last year…I too went to loads of events with other blogging friends… Not only that, I too coupled with blogger since 2007…

Here I could list all the happening things in life my life before I turned 18 today…. Enjoy!!

1. I knew how to blog but not in an active way since 2005… But actively in blogging since last year… Injected with loads of blogging serum, I will not stop blogging ever….

2. Was said to have only back cramp on 2005 but got worse and was found having sclerosis on 2006… Facing very much painful of my back… Using clips and everything to support my back bone…

3. I realized sometimes being together with all family members is fun… I shared everything together with them… Talking and exchanging ideas…

4. I realized I can’t stand being in school, but after leaving the place for such a long time, I know, I missed my school age… Together with friends…

5. I knew the means of friendship… I found myself lost whenever I had problems but no ones was there to help… I too thought that in school, no matter what happened, friends will always there to cheep you up even though they didn’t know how terrible you’re feeling…

6. I realized how important is our health… all this while, I’ve been neglecting my health and now, I know, I should very takes care of it… How my life would to enjoy if health is not that in good way…

7. I now know, I can live my life without cigar, liquors, clubbing and escaping in other to have funs on night time…

8. I realized, love is complicated… It gives me loads of happiness but the painful moments are always there in between… But loves too teaches me to be person full of passion, teaches me how to be a kind person to all… and teaches me to control myself from bad things… I found myself lucky bonding together with the guy whom really loves me… sacrificing everything just for me… He too concerns so much about me instead of himself…. Building our life history is just fun with him… Thanks to him… (I know he reads this)

9. I too realized, even how worst you’re being hate, the person whom hate you cares about you so much… as for me, I’ve been disturbed before by a person whom hates me so much… but she gave me loads of advised on this and that regarding my future… The hates and the concerns she shows to me… I wonder too…

10. I’ve been not driving for almost three months… Before 2008, I used to drive and speeding off the way, but then, I realized I owned a driver now… I do not have to drive and I could feel a bit awkward when I touched the steering… I maybe not need any driving license now…

11. I’ve just know there is one local diamond shop… Minex Jewelery… I’ve just knew it in my 17… I thought in Kuching will be only Habib Jewel and so on…

12. I realized even how many cities I’ve been in Malaysia and Brunei, only one place suits me so much… KUCHING!!!!!

13. I started to stop taking any liquor in my 17 slowly, but finally decided not to take even a small cup of it last week… I now realized too how easy I am to drunk after a few months didn’t practice any liquor… So, I stopped!!!

14. Having big members of siblings is fun… Honestly,I have 7 siblings… 2 boys and 5 girls… my sisters are all step-sisters excluding my youngest sister… But for me, I am glad, and very proud to have them as my siblings… They show me loves undividedly… They show concerns for my family… And I could even rely on them when I am in trouble…

15. I found myself a bit matured than before… I could think straight even though sometimes I am a bit stubborn… I know how to handle my family especially my little sister when my big brothers all far away from home…

16. I found myself more sensitive than before… My dad said, this is because the way Cyril pampered me so much… I most likely easy to cry when scolded, I turned my face sour when I think no ones am right… That’s the negative things in leaving my 17… But I AM SO MUCH ENJOY BEING PAMPERED LIKE THAT… LOL

17. I know we should not entertain strangers, but me, me friends with gentles strangers… They are so kind to me… Shirley Snow and Sharon Lim.. I never meet them and how I wish they’re here with me… They concerns about me… and the really show me loves… And I could feel that I am not alone when I down… They are here with me for advises and in trying to cheer me up…  Thanks to both of them…

18. I realized I should not stubborn and force myself on things I can’t do… happened yesterday, went for badminton, and injured badly my knee… I forced myself to play even I felt the terrible pain on it… I felt the pain when both of the bones moved together and hitting each other… I am no t sure whether I can walk or not today on my birthday..

I know such a lame lists of my 17… I could list others but for me, better I keep it to myself and not being known by people… Something should just be kept by us instead of telling people… Some beautiful moments should just be kept to keep it remains the wonderful moments in life…:D

I am turning to 18 today, and I wish to have such wonderful days ahead… and the past remains lessons for my life…

Yahoo~~ My birthday just around the corner…. It’s just another ordinary day that I would like to celebrate differently from ordinary times….

Here it goes:

1. Racket (seems that I am now playing badminton again, I guess I need a new badminton racket…)

2. A laptop

3. A camera or DSLR

4. Owning a domain (amieyalen.com/net)

5. Aquarium and fish ( to avoid playing with cats)

6. A dog

7. Sets of Chanel N5 perfume ( so that I would not buy any for this May)

8. Sets of Floral Dreams Adidas Perfume ( same with above… )

9. Driving License

10. Chocolates ( for me to gain weight)

11. Full sets of Nivea Skin Care

12. New handbags or dresses

13.A bicycle (to ride around my housing area when I am bored)

14. Few sets of tooth care ( Listerines, Flosses, tooth-brushes, tooth-polishes)

15. Sets of Mac make-up to replace the old one.

16. An iPhone

17. New tiny Gold-necklace ( to replace the old one too which is short already)

18. New backbone to replace my sick backbone…

Some of this few things can be bought by me but to save my budget I would really love to have it as a gift on my birthday…kekekeke So, to all my sisters, brothers, brothers-in-law, my mums and my dad… I want the above mentioned… I know it’s impossible… Some might say, you have it, so you might don’t need it again… But the one I have now is going to run out of it soon, tak perlu saya beli…. hahahaha