Holiday this time is not that great holiday I’ve experienced during school times….During that, school holiday was something I really awaited for…. and when it comes to holiday, I’ve done with all those planning in order to fill all my holidays… But this time, my holiday seems boring…

Went to Kampong on Saturday, was asked to change the car position… got scolded then… why? I hit the lime tree next to the car… Why? I have not been driving for a long time since I got my driver whom never allowed me to drive… So, the dent is bad… and now, I realised I should always drive so that this thing won’t happened again… So that I won’t be that awkward to drive anymore…

Relatives coming from Klang too just as not the same as before…. It was just a common thing for me… Fecthed them at the airport and will usually stayed at kampong with them…. but this time, feeling a bit heavy-hearted to fetch them last Monday, and never want to stay at kampong witht them even how hard they persuade me to stay with them….

I just don’t know… Maybe me… growing up, and have lost all the interest I’ve ever experienced during my childhood…. I got nothing to share with my cousins… It just as not as like before where everything seems good….  I could feel I am separating myself with my cousins… all of them… I’m not sure why… The only one whom I still have a good relationship with is my only Kak Ngah… She is the  one I will talk with… eat with… walking around the kampong with…. The others, I rarely talk to them now…. We just talked when needed… *I’m sorry to them… I’m not sure why I am like this*… Before, I will bring them touring all around Kuching, but now… I have just lost my interest to bring them touring all Kuching… I planned on going to Jong’s Crocodiles Farm, but now… I have lost my mood to go, even thogh I would really loves to go there…. It was long time ago my last visited to the farm… and wish to go there again….

Kak Ngah, the one whom suspected Swine Flu when she reached Kuching Airport…. The one whom has fever until now… The one whom likes  to call me Moyang… And I will call her Galah Tua then…. There’re no offences on calling like this, cause we know, it just a joke…

But after all that happened between me and them… I found myself happy with this…. Famous Amos Cookie…. So glad to have it after craving for it few days before…. Bought it while waiting for them at the airport…. Kekekeke that’s the best part of their coming…. Finished already the cookies, and will go to look for it today’s evening….  Will be going for movie…. after that, will go for Famous Amos… yehaa!!!!

Blogging seems fun and troublesome sometimes right??? Kekekeke I’ve ever told, I maybe will soon stop blogging… but what happens here, I am constructing few several new blogs using blogspot… LOL For your information, I have few other blogs now, which are Amieymisme, Amiey Alen,  and Amiey Alen using this page….  Amieymisme actually came across my mind, when thinking of doing some sort of Amiey-is -me = AmieyIsMe.… but it’s sounds weird… and preferably to be Amieymisme… Amieymisme is mostly talking about my life… While Amiey Alen was taken from  my original name… and mostly talked about my personal life too… and surrounding…

I maybe doing one new blog, dedicated to Cyril…. Namely “Boyfriendku Kaki Gosip”… Why? Blogging seems no fun when you keep on talking about yourself…. When sometimes you talked about other people, or maybe some other people inspiring you, that would be very fun… So here… I would love to say, my new blog, “Boyfriendku Kaki Gosip” will mainly talked about the surrounding… and non will be related to me… Kaki Gosip ba… will never wants to talked about themselves but others… So, that’s my point of having the other blogs…No intents to ashame my Cyril… Just taking his title to my blog’s title… Sorry Cyril if you get angry by this… (i’ll stop, I promise, if you tak suka)

The named history? oh yeah… Namely “Boyfriendku Kaki Gosip” because, I keep on joking with Cyril about the title given by his ex-schoolmates during the wedding dinner…. Specifically given by Shirley… She told me, Cyril and her used to gossiping during the school times… and starting form that time, I will never stopped laughing to Cyril by his title… But yeah, highlighting here… “Boyfriendku Kaki Gosip” will never ever related to any of us…. And I could say too, mostly will be written about one of my friend’s life…. She inspired me a lot to write about life… Not going to mention her name here… But yeah, she inspired me a lot… Just as same as what I done to Amieymisme blog….

By the way, holiday is coming… School lasts today… not the very last, as in the next two weeks will starts again… I will be very busy entertaining people… and helps Cyril marking his exam papers… so that he could feel the holiday times a bit… So, I will too be very busy this holiday… with my brother’s coming from UM, relatives coming from Selangor… and even the coming of my auntie from Brunei in the middle of June… so busy!!!!

So, this Gawai, I would like to wish everyone, Happy Gawai!!!! Don’t drink till drunk… and don’t drink and drive…. Drive safely and enjoy your holiday as I will be enjoying every inches of my holiday… even though I got no differs in holiday… Everyday is holiday… Anyway, have a nice holiday and Happy Gawai everyone…

Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai .. Happy Gawai!!!!!

I’m not sure why, but from what I heard, CSL seems good to have… So, I wanted to look and survey the phones today at Wisma Saberkas… They have it the touch-screen phone or maybe the PDA… I’m not sure… I need to go there to see and touch the phones… and well, maybe then decide to buy or not…kekekeke

I love using PDA or touch-screen phones so much… not sure why… Ever happened in the class, one of my classmates was using PDA, and another friend asked, whether he was easy or not using it… She thought using PDA phone while messaging was hard… But it’s really easy… Easy to hide it too…

My friend, used to sms-ing in the class… He put his school bag on the table, and put his handphone next to it… so, when he  sms-es, no ones knew it… The teachers too will think that he was writing something… or maybe doing his works… but we knew it… He was sms-ing… kekekeke So, I wanted to see those phones… and maybe change mine… Wanted to change for something new….

Oh yeah, I know, my cousins read my blog… especially the Bruneians… All I could say, ku nda jadi ka Brunei… Ba that day ku kata ku ka Brunei kaliaa… Tapi kaliaa sija tu… So, nda confirm… now ku confirm-kan suda… Ku nda jadi ba ka sana 1st June ani… Aral melintang… Sorry ya….

okay, okay… I planned on going to Brunei this 1st June, but not comfirm yet… I asked my dad and he gave me his permission to go… and I even have asked someone to check for the return tickets… but after a few conversations and after looking back at the past, I’ve decided not to go to Brunei…. Even tho I have texted my cousin about my coming… so,last night, I’ve texted him again about the canceling planned…

Seriously, I am about to go… wanted to go to see my relatives there… Even tho I know some of them are busy, and some might be not there in Brunei… Some in Cardiff, Singapore and even some too in Malaysia… On my coming, we here might be on holiday, but their place? No,they’re not on holiday…. so, it’s kind of troublesome to go there…. I don’t want them to take their holiday just for me…

so, finally I’ve decided not to go… And wish to enjoy my holiday in Kuching… Even though this month I’ll be leaves and leaves by people…. I hope I can enjoy myself during this holidays…. and days coming ahead…. My brother will be home from UM this Friday… and I’m sure, it’s hard for me to update my blog…. When I woke up, I am sure, he will be the first person doing on-line… until midnight… so, after this 29th, my blog will be rarely updated… He will to conquer all the laptops and TVs… huhuhuh *sighing* How I want to enjoy my holiday…. I just wish…. em… don’t know…

To cousins and relatives @ Brunei, I am sorry… i could’nt make it to go… Nda pa2 kan? tani tmu sija kapan2 kmu ka Kuching… Salam sma suma…

Yahoo~~ My birthday just around the corner…. It’s just another ordinary day that I would like to celebrate differently from ordinary times….

Here it goes:

1. Racket (seems that I am now playing badminton again, I guess I need a new badminton racket…)

2. A laptop

3. A camera or DSLR

4. Owning a domain (amieyalen.com/net)

5. Aquarium and fish ( to avoid playing with cats)

6. A dog

7. Sets of Chanel N5 perfume ( so that I would not buy any for this May)

8. Sets of Floral Dreams Adidas Perfume ( same with above… )

9. Driving License

10. Chocolates ( for me to gain weight)

11. Full sets of Nivea Skin Care

12. New handbags or dresses

13.A bicycle (to ride around my housing area when I am bored)

14. Few sets of tooth care ( Listerines, Flosses, tooth-brushes, tooth-polishes)

15. Sets of Mac make-up to replace the old one.

16. An iPhone

17. New tiny Gold-necklace ( to replace the old one too which is short already)

18. New backbone to replace my sick backbone…

Some of this few things can be bought by me but to save my budget I would really love to have it as a gift on my birthday…kekekeke So, to all my sisters, brothers, brothers-in-law, my mums and my dad… I want the above mentioned… I know it’s impossible… Some might say, you have it, so you might don’t need it again… But the one I have now is going to run out of it soon, tak perlu saya beli…. hahahaha

I’ve just home from dinner with Cyril… Whole day with Cyril… Every and every day with him… My dad is now admitted in CCU, Timberland Hospital, people found him collapsed near the Petronas at the Hui Sing Garden… I was shocked when my mother called us and informed us about that… I was nervous and coincidentally no transports at home in order to get him in Timberland…  So I called my brother-in-law and asked him about my sister’s phone number… Thank God I saves my brother in law’s number…

All were in hurried, I was blurring and I tried my best to search for cousins and even friends… but lastly, my mum asked me to ask Cyril’s help… Finally, we have Cyril to send me there… Thank God!!! He was just finished his class and went to me in hurried without changing any of his work clothes….He got me and my brother in Timberland…and my mum asked her friend to send her to the Timberland… Thanks to my mum’s colleague too…

Sadly reached there, when I first stepped in the ward, my dad hardly talked and he could only cried seeing me… It was a very sad moment for me… I went out from the ward and giving excuse to my mum to search for Cyril just to make sure my dad didn’t see me crying… I just could not stand it to see him cried and standing the pain all alone…

My second eldest sister came by with her husband… When she saw me crying, she didn’t managed to get inside first as she didn’t want my dad to see her crying too… Cyril came to me and I managed to clear all my tears… After a few minutes, and I found strength in myself, I brought Cyril in to see my dad… and I could see my dad was not crying anymore… and kind of delighted to us coming…

I excused myself and Cyril together with my brother to pick up the car left at the Petronas car park near Hui Sing garden… I could say, I was very sad all the way, but I managed to hide it… left the Petronas and my brother drove home the car and fetched my youngest sister from school… while me and Cyril went back to the hospital, sending him his pensioner card for hospital reference… My dad looked okay during that… he even joke to us about who did bought lucky draw for today… we laughed and laughed… and finally got chased out by the doctor… As she said, CCU only can be visited by two persons per patient…

Me and Cyril together with my brother in law sat outside the ward before leaving to get home… I am so thankful and thanks to God and to people whom found him collapsed at the Petronas… and also willing to send him to the nearest clinic before sending him to the Timberland… Only God could pays their kindness… I am so thankful too to have such a very kind man with me… willing to do anything for me… and sacrificing anything even it’s risky,just for me… Thanks to Cyril for that… Thank you Hun!!!! He even managed to be my crying shoulder during this very down moments… and he is there to advise me about myself… And could cheered me up whenever he sees me throwing my visions too far…. Thanks!!!

picture above is just an illustration… not my real dad…

I am now hoping for the best for my dad… I hope he will be okay… and would never be stubborn again after this… and I hope he will be home tomorrow… and when he is home,means he is a bit okay… I just can’t stand not to worry about him… I keep on thinking of him, and if I could not stand it, I’ll be crying like a heavy rain… I just can’t stand it to see him laying on bed, with fuses on him…. I just can’t stop thinking of the pain he is facing now… Pity him… Old man should not face this sort of things… I know he could not stand the pain… I too could not stand to cry whenever I think back of his conditions now…

Yesterday, my badminton training was canceled due to lack of people to join… even Cyril’s students were busy going to Pustaka to see Dr. SMS’s coming… so, while all the planned canceled, me and Cyril decided just to stay at home… doing nothing… surfing and sleeping…

At home, being asked my dad about my teeth…. If you get to know my family, except for my mum, we are all having canine tooth… Inherits from my dad… all of our siblings have it… my dad joke-ly asked me whether I want to pull out my eye-teeth…. I said why? He wants me to do so? And he said,”no… mana tau you tak suka your taring… boleh pulled out and guna gigi palsu bagi straight….”

I really love my canine teeth… I wonder why too… for me having a straight teeth is common amongst people… having canine teeth sometimes makes you feel extra ordinary… it even makes your smiles different from others…

Having a straight tooth most likely having flat smiles… having canine teeth will makes your smiles a bit different from the flat smiles… it gives you a sweeter smiles…

But for me, I love to see people having canine tooth… because, it looks aggressive…. Like Edward Cullen a.k.a Robert Pattinson in Twilight movie… Really love to see him talking, smiling, laughing…he looks cute even if he is in anger… the way he talks, he shows his canine teeth and makes him smile differently from others…

I watched one show on how they ranked the most top smiles for Hollywood Actors… and if me, I guess, Edward Cullen Is having the best smile of all… like I say, the canine tooth really attracts me on him…. I can help myself not to admire his smiles… and the way he talks…. And everything related to his canine tooth…

I could even say, I admired those whom is having very long canine tooth… even it looks like a vampire or what… but I like it so much… in my family, my dad is having such a long canine tooth… and when he smiled, you could see the canine tooth clearly as it so much different from the other teeth…

If  people were asking about my canine tooth, I could say that I am so much proud to have those… why? I inherits it from my father… and this kind of teeth is rarely among people… and some even said, with my canine teeth, I smiled sweetly… during my school times, there was one my ex-classmates feared to see me smiles, and feared to see me talking as she was scared to see my eye-tooth… kekekek

So, I’m not going to pull it out no matter what happens… if models have to pull it out in order to keep the terms to be a model fulfilled, I’d rather rejects such modeling offers just to keep my canine tooth safe…

oh yeah, I’ve just checked my Facebook and tried out one quiz… Check this out…kekeke Memang ada jodoh…

Amiey just took the “Which Twilight Guy is Most Compatible with You?” quiz and the result is Edward Cullen.

You are very passionate just like Edward and you want to know everything. You are very interesting that’s why Edward is the right guy for you and you are sort of a mystery which made Edward dreams of you all day.

I was just got home from my village in Bau… went there yesterday as I considered all things and even got forced by parents and auntie and grandparents… before, I agreed just to come by but not staying but then, I called my auntie asking about her coming, and she said she was at Bau already and asked me to come over… I said I’d come but no staying… but then she said if I’m not staying she will cry over the night… so, my parents also agreed me to stay there… they said if my Cyril is home, there will be no chance I’ll be staying in village like this… so, I think and think and decided just to stay for a night… and wished not to be late home the next day (today)…

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