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I have been in lack of ideas, but I decided to write and post up anything that might happens and what has happened for the past few days. It is now in February and I guess, I would love to say, Valentine’s day is coming. Though I think that everyday is Valentine’s day, but now, since I’m far away from Kuching, no more Valentine’s everyday.

I remember last year I had fun in Kuching town to celebrate my Valentine’s day. And even the eve night was also great when I celebrated it in Hilton Hotel with my Dearest Darling Cyril. This year? Nothing perhaps. Valentine’s day falls on Chinese New Year day. And I guess, everyone will be very busy celebrating CNY and also Valentine’s at the same time with their dearest and families. While me? I will be celebrating my CNY away from families. The saddest part will be my Valentine’s day, where I will be celebrating it without Cyril next to me. Which also mean, no Valentine’s day for me this year.SIGH

When it comes to this kind of day, I usually feel happy about what’s going to happen. If could, I would like to force him to come over here, as he is on holiday during the CNY & Valentine’s day. But it won’t happen, as I would never want to force him for that. Yeah, both of us can still celebrate it through phones and YM. OMG! *sad*

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I have been not feeling well since few last days. But I want to update my blog since I got nothing to do but sleep. I over slept today as I woke up at 10am in the morning, went to sleep at 1 util 2pm. And went to sleep again at 5-7pm. So, it’s now time for me to be a bit productive in updating my blogs.

Have you watched New Moon? I like the movie so much, especially when some parts shows Robert Pattinson. I admit here, I watched Twilight just because of Robert Pattinson. I like his canine teeth when he smiles and talks. Love it and wish to have one! =P

Anyways, when you follow me blog well, you will realized one that my URL is no more http://amieyalen.cyrildason.com because it has been redirected to my own domain http://amieyalen.com given by Cyril as an early Christmas gift. Yeah, I got this domain a month from the real Christmas which was on the 25th November 2009. A real early Christmas gift.

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Haha! Cyril, I hope you won’t get mad by this post… was kind of boring… watching POC and waiting for you to finish your work..*sighs*

Everyone, if you are not a teacher or even a lecturer, make sure you are not planning to build a relationship with a teacher or a lecturer… as in my case, my boyfriend is a teacher… hugely, A TEACHER or EDUCATOR!!

I guess everyone knows how the teacher’s life…. Living with students’s books, students’ exam papers and so on… I so much feel that teaching is a tough job… Teacher not only teaches during class, and forgotten what’s all when you’re out of the class… But teacher too has to continue their works when they reached home… They need to do marking on books, exam papers and other students’ assignments..

I sometimes mad with Cyril, but what can I do… He needs to finish his work… I sometimes helps him with what I can help… So that he could feel less burden he needs to complete…

Even if you’re a doctor, you would not need to do your works when you’re at home, or even when you’re on holiday… But teacher, they sometimes need to bring all those things needed so that they could finish it even they have to do it while on holidays… Meaning, holiday means nothing to teachers…

Besides, teachers are tied with all sort of discipline things… you can’t do this when you’re in public… you can’t wear that when you’re here…. And for me, I feel like,  huh?? He has no life for himself,I guess… Where you can’t do what you really want… Has to control yourself just to be seen as a role model…

Even now, I always hear Cyril complaints about things he needs to do… he needs to finish by next week… and place he needs to go with his students… He complaints everything he needs to do… and I sometimes feel pity of him… *actually,I pity of myself, since he is busy, I feel so left out, but never mind*

After all, I have to be patient… He has to do it… and this is what his job requires him to do… I just wish, a teacher would live as how other people in other professions live… I mean, holiday is a holiday… work is work… home is home…

Nah… my title means nothing… I think everyone  has Facebook account… or even blog… and even Friendster account… and whatever other accounts on cyber world offers…

Surely, everyone would loves to upload pictures on their account, so that other people see the pictures and comment about it… Some pictures are sexy, naughty and so on… As for me, I upload pictures accordingly to the T&C… No sexy photos, and no pictures showing off the bad side of me…LOL

Cyril sometimes commented on pictures… His friend which is a lady… And he commented on the picture,saying the girl is sexy, gorgeous, beutiful, pretty and so on.. And I ever being asked, “have you ever jealous with what he did, commenting other ladies?”… My answer surely be, NO!

Why should I jealous? I think, he has his right to give his opinions or what he sees on other people… Including the comments he wrote for other people… I sometimes does the same things… I too commenting on other people,not only Cyril… I sometimes praise someone in front of him… even discuss with him about the good things of certain people…

Like what happened always? When I see Christiano Ronaldo on TV screen, I will shake his arms and praise Christiano high… saying in front of Cyril about how macho Christiano looks like… or even I sometimes joke with him about other guys are my new boyfriends my scandals… Happens with Christiano Ronaldo too… I sometimes said, Christiano is my boyfriend, and Bear Grylls (Man VS Wild) is my scandal… I don’t know what he feels… but I think, he understood well, I was just joking… No intentions to hurt him by saying those…

It happens the same thing with him… That is why, I do not really care about who and what he comments on other people’s pictures… Because for me, it is just an honor from him to others by praising the pictures… As long as he commented accordingly to my T&C… and as long as I am informed and the proof is not being hide… as in Facebook, all what you done will be recorded on your wall post…. Cyril and me? he checked every activities I done through the wall, and I checked his the same things… So, easy… left him free in his cyber world account, but make sure he does not exceeded the limits given…

I’ve been experiencing this twice… what car? Cyril’s car… Oh Damn! I wonder why it happened…

Actually, as everyone knows… Cyril owns a car.. A sedan from Proton… it’s Proton BLM with plat number XXX YZYZ..hahahahah Censored that part… Just don’t laugh at me when you done reading this post!

So, I got this kind of problem in recognizing his car, when we were out to somewhere… He somehow parked his car next to another BLM… which is the same silver colour… and the same tinted wind-screens…

Well, when the both cars were next to each other, I came to get in Cyril’s car, I was so confused and went to another car, owns by other people… I was kind of, F**K!

Not to blame anyone… but it’s my own careless for not giving attention to what and which car I supposed to be in… lol

The first time it happened, was when we were at the hospital… On our way back to the car, they were lots of people at the another BLM car… I was so confident (without watching the plat number) and went to the car… and nearly to open the door.. Thank God Cyril called me and told me I was with the wrong car… what an ashame…  lol

The second time this thing occured was yesterday… We were going out for something… So, on our way back to the car, Cyril was quite far in front of me… And my mind was quite messed during the times… Well, was thinking about my grandma conditions…. So, I gave no attentions to anything… I just stopped when I knew, I was at the car, and was about to open the car’s door… and I saw Cyril were quite far from the car… and signalled him to unlock the car…. but then I realized, I was not with the correct car… it’s other people car… Damn!!! I was so blushed I didn’t showed it to people… I controlled myself not to laugh even though the other car’s owner were laughing to see me… Not only that, other people surrounding were also laughing… Wtf~~~

Memalukan betul! hahahaha and now, I hate it when Cyril wants to park his car next to another BLM cars… NO! I don’t want the same thing happens again for the third time… It’s already twice happened and it’s enough… Cukup memalukan already…. so, no more for the third time… Please… *ROFL*

Yeah, I will be going for my SEGi… and probably will be staying at the hostel provided…

But I kind of unhappy… heavy-hearted to leave him for SEGi…

He once said, who will help him to finish few kilos of rice at home… and he surely will be a bit thinner later, cause no one cooks for him again later… and he has to take dinner or lunch at the nearest shop… *sighs*

*sighs* I know… he will sure say, don’t worry about him… but nahhh… I’m his girlfriend… and I worry everything about him… even he’s just in front of me…

What else if I already gone for SEGi later… Kinda sad when he says it out… about the rice and his physically changes later….

and I hope I won’t be that pack, so that I could cook for him as usual… and spend time together with him again as usual… and even discussing things during dinner with him as usual…and everything is as usual….

First of all, I would love to say, I missed watching meteor shower last night… I want to watch, but I didn’t want to trouble Cyril to accompany me watching it down at the football field… so, I decided not to watch, and he told me, it something I could watch in YouTube… or even on news…  He even told me, he will eats all three durians if no news about the meteor tonight… okay, DEAL!!

Secondly, MBO will be opened soon… I read about it in Annna’s blog… And I might be going for the opening later… will be watching GI Joe or whatever movies they have to serve me… huahahaha

Thirdly, I feel bored… Regarding  my previous post, I have decided not to go anywhere but styaing here waiting for the next year intake… Why? I’m not going to leave my family especially now.. My dad is not that well… Besides, I’m thinking of to apply UPU again, or even Poly, and whatever I could… So, if I were chosen for those application, I would go for it instead of waiting for Masterskill next year intake… I could not wait any longer… so, that’s my choice… I will apply for goverment colleges and univercities… and if chosen, I would go for it… While waiting for the results, I may be looked for part-time job once again… And will be working to fill up my free time… but yeah, been wandered around Kuching, and reads through news papers, but could not find any part-time job suits me… huhuhuhuh

Fourthly, I feel lazy… Everyday, I woke up at 1030… EVERYDAY!! why? I think I do have nothing to do, so nevermind… No one scolda me though for waking up late… kekekeke But I’m in the mood to cook… Every day I cook… Even though I’m not a good cook, but yeah, at least I knew how to cook rather than I do not know right?? Why I love to cook? because, when I’m in the kitchen, I’ll be alone… and I conquered the whole kitchen myself… and I feel happy throwing the ingredients in the frying-pan… hahahaha I enjoy throwing things in the pan!!!

Fifthly, I feel sad… I can not have it what I want… *sobbing* Well, as everyone knows, Raya is coming soon… Next month… and guess what? I don’t even have ready anything for it… even a baju raya… so, I decided to only buy the complete baju kurung this year, instead of buying the incomplete one, and send it to the tailor… why? I guess, no tailor would receive clothes anymore… it’s kind of last minutes already… and I don’t want what happened two years ago happens again this year… I have to go on vacation during the second day of raya, and few of my baju kurung could not be taken few days before that… So, my flight was on 11am… I have to wake up so early, and waited at the tailor’s and asked him/her to finish my baju kurung… and yeah, I went on vacation in a messy conditions… and this year, I want to buy only the complete baju kurung… much more cheaper though… but, my mum said, NO!! *sighs* I found one baju kurung… it’s nice, and it’s very damn cheap (RM115)… but I have to forget about it… *frust*

Sixthly, I guess I easily gone mad these few days.. I’m not sure why… or maybe because of the hit on my head when I slipped down at the kitchen few days ago… wtf~~~  yeah, it was so slippery… I was in front of my computer… and my maid were calling me my name few times… I didn’t hear it… but my dad scolded me… and asked me to see my maid whom called me few times already.. So, I ran to the kitchen… and tupp!!! I fell down.. and OUCH!!! my head banged hardly on the floor… it was very damn painful!!!! I felt like the world was spinning… and I could felt the gegaran otak I was experiencing… I was so in the pain… my head swollen a bit… but it’s fine… just that, a bit headache… and a bit easily gone mad… lol

Seventhly, my patient has its limit… actually, I could not wait any longer for my sister to give birth to new baby… ahahahaha My eldest sister tengah sarat mengandung… and according to doctor, she will gives birth this August.. and all of us, hope it will happen on the 12th or 19th… but 12th August passed… so, another chance will be on 19th… why so? My youngest sister’s birthday on the 12th, and my second elder sister’s birthday is on the 19th… So, we want to make it easy to recall… and so that everyone in my family has it’s partner to celebrate birthday with… My dad with my third elder sister… me with my mum…

Eightly, I feel like teasing every one around me… Cyril is my main victim… I love repeating what he said… hahahahahah I know it’s annoying… but I’m in the mood into that… I don’t know why… I feel like to iritate people around me…

Ninethly,I’m getting sick of people saying about me getting thinner… yeah, I do admit… I’m getting thinner… but stop saying it’s Cyril’s fault… he feed me well… and takes care of me very well… but I myself have no appetite to eat at all… and it seems that I don’t care anymore about my weight… I don’t mind getting thinner and slimmer… Just that, I love to cook, but I not really into what I cook… And when I eat, I’ll eat small portion of food… and I don’t take my lunch or breakfast.. I just takes my dinner… and I guess, that is why I’m getting thinner… so, don’t blame Cyril for that…

Tenthly, I’m in the mood into Bidayuh language… and Sundanese language… I’m learning my Bidayuh with Cyril… and learning my Sunda language in internet and watching Upik, Abu dan Laura at TV3… So, Cyril said, my Bidayuh nearly perfect… even though I kept on using the same words he taught me… slow-slow ma… cannot learn all the words in Bidayuh at one time… hehehehehe same goes with Sundanese… I love listening to their language… It’s something you should proud of when you knew how to speak your own ethnic language… not like me… I’m Melanau, but could speak in Melanau… I understood, but I could not say it back in Melanau…

Eleventhly, I was just informed by Cyril he lost my nephew’s birthday photos and few other photos of us both…  and he didn’t save any for back-up…  *sighs* Nevermind la Hun… later can take the photos of him again… no worries…

p/s I was bored… and my blog has not been updated for few days… so, no idea… and only have this kind of idea on what to post about…