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OMG! I have not been updating any in my blog for a while. I guess some of you know it why? I was having an exam week. And it ended today. I’m feeling so much relief!! Even when I was about to finish SPM, I never felt this kind of feelings. I wonder why. Maybe I struggled so much for this exam, I slept late, and rarely took dinner sometimes.

I kept on doing the revisions till I gone mad. Thank God I managed to do well in exams. Not sure of the marks yet, but I’m quite confident I’ll be just fine. Nothing will go wrong, unless the lecturer hates me. =)

Next week, I’ll be back to Kuching. Yayy!! I can’t wait to have the great taste of Laksa Sarawak. I can’t wait to eat Umai made by my mummy. And I can’t wait to see my nieces and nephew. And also can’t wait to kiss my cute little cats. OMG!! Can’t wait!!!!

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I will be leaving my hostel and college for two weeks… and will be at home preparing  for raya… and get myself ready with clothes and so on…

As what I always said to Cyril, raya means nothing to me… It doesn’t feel the same when you’re much older…. Raya means a lot while you’re still a kid… when you receives money or angpow from parents, grandparents and others… Playing fireworks and enjoying the raya night with friends and family…

But now, for me, raya means nothing, but to relax myself…. and meeting old friends…. and even meeting back all cousins and relatives…. Besides, the needs on going back to kampong… That’s all for me during raya… No fun… no angpow… and no everything….

Even now, I don’t feel it the spirits of raya coming soon… I just want to go home… and relax… I guess, this year raya will be the dim raya I’ve ever experienced…. To be honest, this raya… I planned no new baju kurung for myself…. I need to be save… as far as you know, I’m now a Segi-an…. and it’s quite pricey living in the hostel… where you need to buy everything… So, I decided not to have any new baju kurung this year… Even Cyril too…

Other than that, I might not going to my dad’s village this year… Why? loads of reasons to be explained here… but overall, I think, I will be celebrating my raya there alone… So, I don’t want to be alone… it’s better for me to skip my dad’s village rather than celebrating my raya alone…

My college will be having a long holiday for this raya… and I guess, I’ll be spending my whole holiday in hostel… I just don’t feel it to be at home…

But afterall, I would like to wish everyone, especially to my Muslim readers… SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

Throughout my whole posts, if I hurts you or what… I would like to ask forgiveness from you all…. I never meant to hurt you guys by all my posts….

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

&

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!

p/s my house will always open… but if you’re looking for me, I’ll be at my parents’ during the first and the second day of raya… All invited… So, do COME!!

Hahaha Ignore my silly title… I’ts been already the seventh day of Ramadhan… and I guess, I’ve been not fasting for 5 days in the seven days passed fasting…

So, this is how I announces my not fasting day to my family… So that they won’t be waking me up for sahur… lol

Why? Because of this!!!!

I have this kind of rashes on my lips… I’m not sure what caused this… But yeah, I do have allergy on something, but the day before, I didn’t eat anything which would cause me this… but nahh… it happened too… And it’s itchy!!!

Today marks the first day of fasting… and I guess, now probably, all of Muslims are at home… doing nothing but fasting… Here are some stories I could share to all my readers…

I started fasting when I was at 8 years old… My parents asked me to fast since I was kid, but yeah… I cannot stand to fast the whole day… so, before I turned 8 years old… I fasted only for the half days… So, when I turned 8 years old, I startesd to fast the whole day… And now, I fast for the whole day in each days of fasting month….

On the first day of fasting, it is usually a bit hard… I mean, sometimes you forgot you’re on fasting.., I remember, I was fasting, back from school, I went straight to the fridge… and drank up water… while drinking up the water, I was asked by my sister “ bukan kau puasa hari tok??“… then, I was kind of..OMG!!! how come I forgot???

Other else? hmmm… going to school… I could say, but I’m not sure of others, when I’m fasting, I never gets hungry during the day… I’m not sure why… but yeah, I never gets hungry… but sometimes, my friends were eating in front of me… or even drinks in front of me… makes me… hmmm I want it also!!! but I can’t… that’s is much harder… but yeah… During school days especially during my secondary school times…  my friends respected us whom fasting… They kept their drinks in their bags… where usually they just put it on the table… They even went to the canteen to have their food even when in usual day, they just ate up their food in the class… sharing with us…

And from what I taught, fasting is something related to the poor people… It teaches us on how to feel the conditions of the poor people…  Poor people usually being tagged by “kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang”… so, during fasting times, we only eat during the early morning (sahur) and in the evening (berbuka/sungkai)… So, when you relate this with the poor people, they only eat during the morning time, before going to work… and only eat for dinner… So, here… during fasting times, we are learning to appreciate what we have compared to the poor people…  but some people eat a lot during the sungkai, which is not recommended to do so…

Fasting too means to make you grow more healthier… by eat only a little, and make other else lesser, it’s easy to maintain your body health… and to make you become much more healthier…

Other than that, when you’re poor… you will cocentrate fully to your works… not being disturbed by food or any other actvities… so, by fasting… You’re learning to focus on your works… and doing your works without being disturbed by any else like food, clubbing, hanging out wasting time… For example, during lunch time, when you’re fasting, you will stay back, doing your work during the lunc time, cause you not need to go for lunch… so, here… you work, will complete faster, and better… as you concentrate doing it…And then, when you’re fasting, you will much more time with family… especially after works… you could take the chance during sahur and berbuka to meet up your family and eat together with them… it’s fun!!

When someone is fasting… someone are ask not to eat and drink… and not to dig up their nose and ears… or in general, you’re not allowed to dig any holes on your body parts…ANY HOLES!!! And you’re not allowed to put something in any holes, either it’s a liquid or solid… It goes differently when you’re forgotten about you’re fasting… When you’re fasting, and happens that you forgot about it… I mean, you totally forgot about it… and just realized about that when you done finishing your drink… It’s not your fault… you may continue your fasting again…

Today, the first day of Ramadhan, i’ll be at the Sports Centre, will be playing badminton with Cyril and his students… So, fasting doesn’t stop me from playing sports!!

So, I guess… Only this from me… you won’t be seeing me in Bazaar Ramadhan, cause I hate being in crowds and hate the smoky conditions there… to all Muslims,

Happy Fasting!!!! Selamat berpuasa!!!

First of all, I would love to say, I missed watching meteor shower last night… I want to watch, but I didn’t want to trouble Cyril to accompany me watching it down at the football field… so, I decided not to watch, and he told me, it something I could watch in YouTube… or even on news…  He even told me, he will eats all three durians if no news about the meteor tonight… okay, DEAL!!

Secondly, MBO will be opened soon… I read about it in Annna’s blog… And I might be going for the opening later… will be watching GI Joe or whatever movies they have to serve me… huahahaha

Thirdly, I feel bored… Regarding  my previous post, I have decided not to go anywhere but styaing here waiting for the next year intake… Why? I’m not going to leave my family especially now.. My dad is not that well… Besides, I’m thinking of to apply UPU again, or even Poly, and whatever I could… So, if I were chosen for those application, I would go for it instead of waiting for Masterskill next year intake… I could not wait any longer… so, that’s my choice… I will apply for goverment colleges and univercities… and if chosen, I would go for it… While waiting for the results, I may be looked for part-time job once again… And will be working to fill up my free time… but yeah, been wandered around Kuching, and reads through news papers, but could not find any part-time job suits me… huhuhuhuh

Fourthly, I feel lazy… Everyday, I woke up at 1030… EVERYDAY!! why? I think I do have nothing to do, so nevermind… No one scolda me though for waking up late… kekekeke But I’m in the mood to cook… Every day I cook… Even though I’m not a good cook, but yeah, at least I knew how to cook rather than I do not know right?? Why I love to cook? because, when I’m in the kitchen, I’ll be alone… and I conquered the whole kitchen myself… and I feel happy throwing the ingredients in the frying-pan… hahahaha I enjoy throwing things in the pan!!!

Fifthly, I feel sad… I can not have it what I want… *sobbing* Well, as everyone knows, Raya is coming soon… Next month… and guess what? I don’t even have ready anything for it… even a baju raya… so, I decided to only buy the complete baju kurung this year, instead of buying the incomplete one, and send it to the tailor… why? I guess, no tailor would receive clothes anymore… it’s kind of last minutes already… and I don’t want what happened two years ago happens again this year… I have to go on vacation during the second day of raya, and few of my baju kurung could not be taken few days before that… So, my flight was on 11am… I have to wake up so early, and waited at the tailor’s and asked him/her to finish my baju kurung… and yeah, I went on vacation in a messy conditions… and this year, I want to buy only the complete baju kurung… much more cheaper though… but, my mum said, NO!! *sighs* I found one baju kurung… it’s nice, and it’s very damn cheap (RM115)… but I have to forget about it… *frust*

Sixthly, I guess I easily gone mad these few days.. I’m not sure why… or maybe because of the hit on my head when I slipped down at the kitchen few days ago… wtf~~~  yeah, it was so slippery… I was in front of my computer… and my maid were calling me my name few times… I didn’t hear it… but my dad scolded me… and asked me to see my maid whom called me few times already.. So, I ran to the kitchen… and tupp!!! I fell down.. and OUCH!!! my head banged hardly on the floor… it was very damn painful!!!! I felt like the world was spinning… and I could felt the gegaran otak I was experiencing… I was so in the pain… my head swollen a bit… but it’s fine… just that, a bit headache… and a bit easily gone mad… lol

Seventhly, my patient has its limit… actually, I could not wait any longer for my sister to give birth to new baby… ahahahaha My eldest sister tengah sarat mengandung… and according to doctor, she will gives birth this August.. and all of us, hope it will happen on the 12th or 19th… but 12th August passed… so, another chance will be on 19th… why so? My youngest sister’s birthday on the 12th, and my second elder sister’s birthday is on the 19th… So, we want to make it easy to recall… and so that everyone in my family has it’s partner to celebrate birthday with… My dad with my third elder sister… me with my mum…

Eightly, I feel like teasing every one around me… Cyril is my main victim… I love repeating what he said… hahahahahah I know it’s annoying… but I’m in the mood into that… I don’t know why… I feel like to iritate people around me…

Ninethly,I’m getting sick of people saying about me getting thinner… yeah, I do admit… I’m getting thinner… but stop saying it’s Cyril’s fault… he feed me well… and takes care of me very well… but I myself have no appetite to eat at all… and it seems that I don’t care anymore about my weight… I don’t mind getting thinner and slimmer… Just that, I love to cook, but I not really into what I cook… And when I eat, I’ll eat small portion of food… and I don’t take my lunch or breakfast.. I just takes my dinner… and I guess, that is why I’m getting thinner… so, don’t blame Cyril for that…

Tenthly, I’m in the mood into Bidayuh language… and Sundanese language… I’m learning my Bidayuh with Cyril… and learning my Sunda language in internet and watching Upik, Abu dan Laura at TV3… So, Cyril said, my Bidayuh nearly perfect… even though I kept on using the same words he taught me… slow-slow ma… cannot learn all the words in Bidayuh at one time… hehehehehe same goes with Sundanese… I love listening to their language… It’s something you should proud of when you knew how to speak your own ethnic language… not like me… I’m Melanau, but could speak in Melanau… I understood, but I could not say it back in Melanau…

Eleventhly, I was just informed by Cyril he lost my nephew’s birthday photos and few other photos of us both…  and he didn’t save any for back-up…  *sighs* Nevermind la Hun… later can take the photos of him again… no worries…

p/s I was bored… and my blog has not been updated for few days… so, no idea… and only have this kind of idea on what to post about…

What the hell am I doing in front of computer too early today???? Nothing… I’ve just woke up… By a theft…  and the theft was my MAID!!!!!!!!!!! She’s been living with us for almost 16 years…. and that, she did that to us…. especially daughter to her employer…

I’ve been not in well-sleeping nowadays… I kept on waking up at 7 or 6 in the morning… It’s too early for us whom does nothing… I’m not working though, so, waking up late is normal… but yeah, today… I woke up at 6….

What happened was, I slept, and the first time my door being opened… I ignored… and the second time, I was shocked… She opened it roughly… So, I opened my eyes a bit… and saw someone heading to the side table next to my bed…. and coincidentally, my face was looking at my handbag on the side table while sleeping… So, I just can see it clearly what she did… She silently took out my purse from my handbag…. and took my money inside it… Fuck!!!!!!

After all done, she left my room with my RM20 with her… she really stole it!!!! just before she left me, I mean while she was taking the money, she did covered my face a bit with my comforter…. but no uses, I watched her since the first step she entered my room…

Why I let her did that? I just don’t know… I wanted to get up and scold her, but somehow, I felt heavy… I just don’t know why… it’s about money… How come did I let her go…. but yalah, as what I said, I felt heavy… and I just couldn’t get up to scold… and for that, I lost my RM20… Damn!!!!

I’ve been experiencing this things for few times… I ever lost RM50 just because of her… I thought it stopped,but it started again… She stopped when my mum asked her to work for a bakery, and that she has her own money… Instead of relying on monthly payment for her (RM400 per month)…. but now, she has been fired ( because the employer is going to close down the bakery…“Bankrupt”)… and no money until end of month… huhuhuhuh When she has no money until the next payment, she will surely does that…. She was caught few times, but yeah… she never repents…. I hate it… Losing money is common in my family, but being a victim ALWAYS is not common… and I hate it so much!!!!!! FUCK!!!!

Last night was great!!! very damn great!!! why? My nephew’s birthday… He turned to 1-year old last night… And it was the awesome night I’ve ever had…. Surrounded by sisters and brother-in-law ( one of my brother in law is still in KL).. with nephew and niece sitting on my right and left… I am very proud to have them… Love them so much!!!

Invited by my second eldest sister, we went to the Topspot centre to celebrate Hairish… My dad was the happiest amongst all… He loves to see his granddaughter and grandson with him… me? I was surely is… Never lost my attentions to both of them… While eating too, I will make sure to play around with them…

Aiesya or I call her Echah was very funny last night… this niece never wants to be with other people except her mum and dad… but thank God, she wants to be with me last night… until it was time to go home… I love it when she did something like this… She ran forward, and when I called her, and opened out my arms, she ran back towards me and hug me tight… urgh!!!! Love her so much!!! can’t stopped kissing her lovely cheek last night… It maybe once in a blue moon she acted like that… as what I said, she never wants to be closed with other else but her own mum and dad… but last night, she wants me… Even my sisters said, I was quite lucky she wants to be with me…. Even her grandfather (my dad) wanted to bring her, she rejected… but she wants to remain with me…kekekekeke and when I wanted to take photos with her, at first, she looked neglecting…. but when the first and second shots passed, she did the best and cutest post with me after that… and she likes it to take photos with me… how cute that Echah!!!

Another one is cute!!! and love him so much!!! Hairish, birthday boy whom turned 1-year old last night… He just can’t stopped moving around and eating the cake… My third sister got bitten on her finger while taking the pieces of cake into Hairish’s mouth… and he will cried out when my sister stopped doing so… he likes to eat and eat… And he just loves to be on the floor even though he does not know how to walk yet… and he is very heavy!!! When he really wants to be on the floor, he will kick whoever brings him during that… and I was the victim that I finally puts him down to the kidschair…kekekekekeke This nephew loves to take photos and he loves to make us laugh… When his mum said, “polah muka jaik lok”… he started doing his“jaik face” to us... I never had the chance to take photos with him… he will go away when I bring the camera next to him… what a Hairish!!!! My dad said, Hairish is my son with Cyril (dad said Hairish looks a bit like Cyril) while Echah is my daughter with other people (not really Cyril in Echah)..muahahahahaahhahahaha Silly...

I was and still happy until now… Looking back at their photos, and I will laugh… Missing them… Just fun to have them around… My eldest sister is now pregnant… will give birth in August!!! yes, the third one coming out so soon and I can’t wait to have another niece/nephew… Echah & Aish are wonderful!!! hope my sisters will bring them here again…. I just can’t stop laughing looking at their face… they’re cute… and hugable… Love them so much!!!!!!!!! So lucky to have them….