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First of all, I would love to say, I missed watching meteor shower last night… I want to watch, but I didn’t want to trouble Cyril to accompany me watching it down at the football field… so, I decided not to watch, and he told me, it something I could watch in YouTube… or even on news…  He even told me, he will eats all three durians if no news about the meteor tonight… okay, DEAL!!

Secondly, MBO will be opened soon… I read about it in Annna’s blog… And I might be going for the opening later… will be watching GI Joe or whatever movies they have to serve me… huahahaha

Thirdly, I feel bored… Regarding  my previous post, I have decided not to go anywhere but styaing here waiting for the next year intake… Why? I’m not going to leave my family especially now.. My dad is not that well… Besides, I’m thinking of to apply UPU again, or even Poly, and whatever I could… So, if I were chosen for those application, I would go for it instead of waiting for Masterskill next year intake… I could not wait any longer… so, that’s my choice… I will apply for goverment colleges and univercities… and if chosen, I would go for it… While waiting for the results, I may be looked for part-time job once again… And will be working to fill up my free time… but yeah, been wandered around Kuching, and reads through news papers, but could not find any part-time job suits me… huhuhuhuh

Fourthly, I feel lazy… Everyday, I woke up at 1030… EVERYDAY!! why? I think I do have nothing to do, so nevermind… No one scolda me though for waking up late… kekekeke But I’m in the mood to cook… Every day I cook… Even though I’m not a good cook, but yeah, at least I knew how to cook rather than I do not know right?? Why I love to cook? because, when I’m in the kitchen, I’ll be alone… and I conquered the whole kitchen myself… and I feel happy throwing the ingredients in the frying-pan… hahahaha I enjoy throwing things in the pan!!!

Fifthly, I feel sad… I can not have it what I want… *sobbing* Well, as everyone knows, Raya is coming soon… Next month… and guess what? I don’t even have ready anything for it… even a baju raya… so, I decided to only buy the complete baju kurung this year, instead of buying the incomplete one, and send it to the tailor… why? I guess, no tailor would receive clothes anymore… it’s kind of last minutes already… and I don’t want what happened two years ago happens again this year… I have to go on vacation during the second day of raya, and few of my baju kurung could not be taken few days before that… So, my flight was on 11am… I have to wake up so early, and waited at the tailor’s and asked him/her to finish my baju kurung… and yeah, I went on vacation in a messy conditions… and this year, I want to buy only the complete baju kurung… much more cheaper though… but, my mum said, NO!! *sighs* I found one baju kurung… it’s nice, and it’s very damn cheap (RM115)… but I have to forget about it… *frust*

Sixthly, I guess I easily gone mad these few days.. I’m not sure why… or maybe because of the hit on my head when I slipped down at the kitchen few days ago… wtf~~~  yeah, it was so slippery… I was in front of my computer… and my maid were calling me my name few times… I didn’t hear it… but my dad scolded me… and asked me to see my maid whom called me few times already.. So, I ran to the kitchen… and tupp!!! I fell down.. and OUCH!!! my head banged hardly on the floor… it was very damn painful!!!! I felt like the world was spinning… and I could felt the gegaran otak I was experiencing… I was so in the pain… my head swollen a bit… but it’s fine… just that, a bit headache… and a bit easily gone mad… lol

Seventhly, my patient has its limit… actually, I could not wait any longer for my sister to give birth to new baby… ahahahaha My eldest sister tengah sarat mengandung… and according to doctor, she will gives birth this August.. and all of us, hope it will happen on the 12th or 19th… but 12th August passed… so, another chance will be on 19th… why so? My youngest sister’s birthday on the 12th, and my second elder sister’s birthday is on the 19th… So, we want to make it easy to recall… and so that everyone in my family has it’s partner to celebrate birthday with… My dad with my third elder sister… me with my mum…

Eightly, I feel like teasing every one around me… Cyril is my main victim… I love repeating what he said… hahahahahah I know it’s annoying… but I’m in the mood into that… I don’t know why… I feel like to iritate people around me…

Ninethly,I’m getting sick of people saying about me getting thinner… yeah, I do admit… I’m getting thinner… but stop saying it’s Cyril’s fault… he feed me well… and takes care of me very well… but I myself have no appetite to eat at all… and it seems that I don’t care anymore about my weight… I don’t mind getting thinner and slimmer… Just that, I love to cook, but I not really into what I cook… And when I eat, I’ll eat small portion of food… and I don’t take my lunch or breakfast.. I just takes my dinner… and I guess, that is why I’m getting thinner… so, don’t blame Cyril for that…

Tenthly, I’m in the mood into Bidayuh language… and Sundanese language… I’m learning my Bidayuh with Cyril… and learning my Sunda language in internet and watching Upik, Abu dan Laura at TV3… So, Cyril said, my Bidayuh nearly perfect… even though I kept on using the same words he taught me… slow-slow ma… cannot learn all the words in Bidayuh at one time… hehehehehe same goes with Sundanese… I love listening to their language… It’s something you should proud of when you knew how to speak your own ethnic language… not like me… I’m Melanau, but could speak in Melanau… I understood, but I could not say it back in Melanau…

Eleventhly, I was just informed by Cyril he lost my nephew’s birthday photos and few other photos of us both…  and he didn’t save any for back-up…  *sighs* Nevermind la Hun… later can take the photos of him again… no worries…

p/s I was bored… and my blog has not been updated for few days… so, no idea… and only have this kind of idea on what to post about…

Actually I was in the lack of idea… and but what came to mind was about this two things… I’ve been thinking and think, and realized I should just blog about it… But it just my opinion… and no offense people… =P

I went to JomHeboh before, in the year 2004 if I’m not mistaken… and it was called SureHeboh… at the Padang Merdeka… The recently JomHeboh, I missed it… and yeah, what to say… to regret? hmmmm… What’s in JomHeboh? Nothing… it’s free concert where people or anyone public can easily go without you have to pay… you just need to pay for what you want to buy there… if you buy nothing means you not need to spend any money for the event… I paid only for my food and hotel for the SureHeboh 2004… even though it happened in Kuching, but my friends and I decided to have a stay at Harbour View hotel so that we did not have to worry about parking and what so ever… and that, we only went there during the nights… so that we did not get any sunburn… Including the hotel, I spent for about RM200 just for Sure Heboh… 2 nights stayed at the hotel…

Rainforest World Music Festival? I went there once too… and happened this year… The first time going there… and yeah, my ticket was paid by Cyril… happened at Sarawak Cultural Village… He droves Mike and me there… the tickets cost him for RM180… for one day… and no staying… We attended workshop and whatsoever… we spent our money there for food and everything… and most of the things was not that cheap… but what to do… you have to buy it there… so, money won’t matter to survive… *sighs*

Why am I writing this? nothing… just to compare… I prefer going both… some might say, they only want to go for Rain-fest… which is must safer even though it’s pricey… some will say, they will go for JomHeboh, because it’s free… but for me, I prefer going both… I’m going to have fun… and searching for the fun… Talking about safety? You will always in the safe zone when you know how to take care of yourself… or maybe you only thinks about the low and high standards on going both? yeah… Jom Heboh might be free… and all public may go… even those whom has no money still can go… so no class maybe… and Rain-fest is pricey… and only those whom has money could get in… The ticket is pricey… what else the food… that’s what you’re thinking maybe… about the low and high standard you will be awarded by attending this both events…Never mind the crowd.. No matter whose in the crowd… you will always have the fun, if you intend on going to the events for fun… but not to show-off the standards you have… You will not drop your standards even you’re going for Jom Heboh… and you will not be awarded to another high standards on going for the rain-fest…

I don’t care about the standards… As long as I have the fun… So, I prefer both… No matter what you gonna say about me… It’s the fun I look in the events, not standards… As long as I can have the fun, and meeting people, and even enjoying myself, I would go for it…  Even how low the standard of the event is… It means nothing when you less enjoyed but paid high… and it means so much when you enjoyed so much but paid nothing… I love going for both… but 2009 JomHeboh in Kuching, I missed it… *sighs*

Yeah, you read the title… and the title expresses it all… I am experiencing this kind of thing now… I am in the lack of ideas on what to blog about…. I have attending no events at all and I have no stories to share with you all… and now, I feel it’s lame on what am I going to post about…

I feel a bit lazy nowadays… and don’t ask me why cause I myself not sure what happened till I gone to this lazy part… despite having flu and coughing, which I don’t really like… I am having jaw-pain too… went to the doctor, and she only gave me painkiller and uphamol… and it still burden me with the pain… even the pain-killer means nothing… it’s quite painful and sometimes I hardly eat… haiya….

My self-quarantine went unsuccessful…. why? I went here and there… and did not care anything about I might be suspected H1N1 and spreading the virus all around the places I went…. The self-quarantine was very boring…and I really wish I have not to experience it again…. will be at hospital again this Monday, to check my jaw… even now, it’s a bit okay… but I am asked to see the doctor again by Monday… so that it will be fully heal… yayy!!!

Last night I dreamt of something sweet… I think the sweetest thing happens in life… But I knew, this dream will never come true… until… hmmm not sure until when… or will never come true even…. So, I keep it to myself, and just let myself feels the happiness when thinking of the never come true dream…

Oh yeah, I am in the sport mood… I feel like to jump, running, and so on… Have question Cyril when to play badminton again, but he said maybe next week… *sad* never mind, I still can go on with this mood by jogging… yehaa! but unfortunately, Cyril dislikes jogging… and that, I feel it’s better to jog alone rather than bring those whom dislikes jogging… kan Cyril? kekekekeke

and hell yeah, watched Manchester United VS Malaysia yesterday… through online… and I was kinda happy too see the results… even though people keep on saying, Man U people can’t stand to play during hot day… that was why Malaysia could scored 2… kekekekeke anyway, congrats to them… and from what I heard, they will rematch this Monday… and I really hope to see the match again… yehaa!!

A simple update from me here… I’m not feeling well… cough and flu badly… and worried it will affect my Cyril later… hope it won’t happen to him even though he is now starting to sneeze sometimes… hope it will stop soon….. He is busy… with robotics and exam papers some more… Helped him to mark paper one for all 4 classes and it’s done… but now, he has to do it on it’s own the paper 2 and 3… Essay parts and I could not help him in that…

And I don’t know, I suddenly being affected by flu and cough… And headache… The hardest part, I hardly put myself to sleep… Cyril even said and complaints about that… he even said I talked while sleeping… gosh!!! But this is just a normal sick symptom and nothing related to swine flue.. I’m free from that!!! LOL

Got to go… need to take my medicine(so that Cyril stop saying I’m so stubborn during sick when it comes to take medicines)… and maybe going for clinic tomorrow… Can’t stand this kind of pain…

See ya!!!

Holiday this time is not that great holiday I’ve experienced during school times….During that, school holiday was something I really awaited for…. and when it comes to holiday, I’ve done with all those planning in order to fill all my holidays… But this time, my holiday seems boring…

Went to Kampong on Saturday, was asked to change the car position… got scolded then… why? I hit the lime tree next to the car… Why? I have not been driving for a long time since I got my driver whom never allowed me to drive… So, the dent is bad… and now, I realised I should always drive so that this thing won’t happened again… So that I won’t be that awkward to drive anymore…

Relatives coming from Klang too just as not the same as before…. It was just a common thing for me… Fecthed them at the airport and will usually stayed at kampong with them…. but this time, feeling a bit heavy-hearted to fetch them last Monday, and never want to stay at kampong witht them even how hard they persuade me to stay with them….

I just don’t know… Maybe me… growing up, and have lost all the interest I’ve ever experienced during my childhood…. I got nothing to share with my cousins… It just as not as like before where everything seems good….  I could feel I am separating myself with my cousins… all of them… I’m not sure why… The only one whom I still have a good relationship with is my only Kak Ngah… She is the  one I will talk with… eat with… walking around the kampong with…. The others, I rarely talk to them now…. We just talked when needed… *I’m sorry to them… I’m not sure why I am like this*… Before, I will bring them touring all around Kuching, but now… I have just lost my interest to bring them touring all Kuching… I planned on going to Jong’s Crocodiles Farm, but now… I have lost my mood to go, even thogh I would really loves to go there…. It was long time ago my last visited to the farm… and wish to go there again….

Kak Ngah, the one whom suspected Swine Flu when she reached Kuching Airport…. The one whom has fever until now… The one whom likes  to call me Moyang… And I will call her Galah Tua then…. There’re no offences on calling like this, cause we know, it just a joke…

But after all that happened between me and them… I found myself happy with this…. Famous Amos Cookie…. So glad to have it after craving for it few days before…. Bought it while waiting for them at the airport…. Kekekeke that’s the best part of their coming…. Finished already the cookies, and will go to look for it today’s evening….  Will be going for movie…. after that, will go for Famous Amos… yehaa!!!!

After a long consideration, I agreed being away from home,and requested to be at Pasir Pandak beach yesterday evening… Without much questions and discussions, Cyril answered me yes…

I wanted to stay away from house, as I feel a bit uneasy with the coming of uninvited guest… I just want to avoid that orang gila yang tak tahu malu…. so,the best place will be Pasir Pandak… Besides, Cyril owes me his time… He was busy with his robotics teams for these few days back, and I felt a bit isolated by his attentions… huhuhuhuh so, it’s now time for him to pay his debts…  LOL

Journey to Pair Pandak was not that great… With heavy down pouring rain, I felt a bit give up to continue the trip… I was very sure the beach too was raining… But I was wrong… Reached there with sunny day environment showered us… With loads of people on the beach… some were swimming, and even played football beach… some just strolling down the beach…

Walking around the beach was not that easy when you’re asked to be a model… yeah, I was his model for the day… Cam-whored the whole beach… It’s just fun… I felt blessed with the situations… Leaving Kuching with heavy down poured but having green lights whenever reached traffic lights, but reached there with full of shiny sun showering the whole place… The weather was not that hot and the place was not that too crowded….  The sunset too was picturesque…

Cyril was kind of happy with himself… I enjoyed so much that time… We ran catching each other, I jumped on his back, and asked him to bring me by his back around the beach… He jumped like a superman, but I cam-whored of his instead of jumping too… it was just nice… planned nothing, but I am glad we could make ourselves happy on the beach…. We mostly ran and walked, and only sit down for a few minutes… I could say, I was still happy until now, remembering of what we did on the beach… With tonnes of problems in mind, I could just forget it while enjoying my time with him…

Next time, I would like to swim around Camp Permai… I felt a bit jealous to see people bathing in the sea… I maybe allergic to the sea, but I just love it so much being around the beach… next target will be Camp Permai… Not only walking down the beach, but bathing too… I want to do so!!! Long time I have not doing it…

Hahahahaha I’ve got nothing and don’t know what to update about… Blogging seems boring nowadays…. Being in a hectic days, It just no awesome to blog… I live in people’s cares… I mean, I have to consider this and that on what I should and should not post about… That is BULLSHIT!!!! caused me lost my interest in blogging… Damn!!!

Yeah… this maybe harsh…. The tiltle for my post about few harsh words I don’t really like to use and people use it to me… I maybe sometimes using it(sorry), but then I will for sure regrets on using it… I’m not sure why, but for me, I just hate it the words… It’s dirty, shows you’re in a very bad manner, uncivilzed… and so on… Myabe me too sometimes categorized as that… LOL cos sometimes I used it too even in my post… hahahaha

okay,okay…. I can accept people using these few words if I know they were very **** angry… (I don’t want to use it again LOL)… but some people,let say one of my friend… that dirty words will never stop coming out from her mouth… Ada saja nak di curse dia tu…. and sometimes, I feel a little bit uneasy with her… just because of her words…

Some people too will said, apa la amiey tok… bukan nya terok ney pun words ya… but this is me… Not to say I am a good girl… but For me, the word is harsh, and should not be used unless you’re angry… I know sometimes, how mad you’re it’s sometimes hard to control what you going to say… so, being with me around, you should know what you should not say…

These are few words my friend always say in front of me, which will turn my mood spoiled even though she didn’t mean to use it to me… She maybe use it when she drpped off something… but I just hate it….

She always use Fuck, kimak, sial, cibai…. and even the dirties word which part where only girls own it… you know what I mean??? She will say it out, even in the crowd the name of the ladies part… I maybe look okay, but I know my mood will turned bad  then… She is a girl some more… when a girl saying that so much, I feel like, she is not a girl… And a girl should be more careful with what they’re saying… This is me… I hate those whom keep saying bad words… Huhuhuu

What else? she will too say the boy’s part… yeah, again… even in the crowd… you see, how bad is that?  some people might say, this show on how sporting she is… for me,yeah… she is so sporting… but when it comes to too much and even could not cover her mouth in the crowd, it’s no more sporting… it’s totally insane… I just can’t help myself to scold my friend if she were to use that kind of words… she too loves displaying her middle finger… And when she shows it, she will say FUCK!! you see, how harsh is that… and I hate it so much!!!!

If my friend is reading this… you can scold me or what… I jsut want you to stop using those in front of me… or just stop using it… you’re a lady now… and should be more matured about this… so, please, stop it… if you always use this words in front of me, no wonder soon we will fight just because of this… you know how I hate so much that kind of words, I hope you can stop using it my Dear friend…. please, no offence…